In My Head

My mind's in chaos

Like whirlwind's blowing

My heart is thumping

Like war drums marching

.

What do I do

What do I say

Go with the flow

Or cut cross the currents

.

My mind is racing

The cold sweat growing

Fight or flight

Start it's showing

.

My head is spinning

Am I safe

As of the fear starts growing

From not knowing

.

The Shakes appear

I cannot move

Like a deer

In headlights

.

There goes thought

Stuck in place

The fears controlling

.

Cannot stay

Cannot run

Mind a blank

Like a fly in a trap

The fears still growing

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Then sweet release

I cnollapse

My tears start flowing

From the fear

I was not showing