Lost Chance

When you have the chance

To fulfill your dreams

But fuck it up

It tears you apart inside

It pulls you down and it breaks you

.

Everyone expects

To see you smiling

But all you want to do is cry

Knowing there is no 2nd try

.

You hide behind a smiling facade

Showing everyone what they want to see

But you are falling apart inside

Every time you realize

You lost your one and only chance

There is no remind

.

You push the pain down deep

Never letting anyone see

The pain you hide

So so deep inside

.

Behind that smiling face

Resides

The pain and suffering

You constantly hide

When you realize

Love is a paradise

Forever out of your reach

.

You show the world a false front

A cheery happy lie

But every day

You are eaten up inside

By the pain of one mistake

.

A mistake that forever haunts you

Each and every day

You cannot forget it

Nor can you forgive yourself

No matter how hard you try

.

So you do the only thing you can

The only thing you know how

You hide the pain deep inside

Behind those smiling eyes