Free

I don't know what to say

When you yell in my face

Telling me I'm worthless

Yelling that I'm a disgrace

.

You never gave me a chance

You never really gave a damn

Sorry I wasn't yours biologically

I'm here and I am what I am

.

You used to mess with my head

And psychologically tried to break me

With each word I cried

My plea ignored, Unheard

As if spoken inaudibly

As you spat on me

In your eyes

Worthless trash

.

I may not have been your son

But still, I was a child

You may not have given me life

Nor put me here

But I deserved to be loved

But I only ever felt

Numb

.

I wasn't a child who felt joy or cheer

Happiness was a foreigner

And sadness, anger, pain and hate

The native residence

.

But always in front of others

Was showen

A false smile

For a joyless home

.

And through your words

Those nasty twisted things

You manipulated me on strings

.

Controlling my every action

But never teaching me a thing

So reliant on you I'd be

But now I have cut those strings

And finally I am

Free