Within

Within my walls

My mind is breaking

My tear drops burn

While my pained heart is shaking

.

My innocence shattered

My trust broken

As true love comes

And true love goes

.

My mind was twisted

Brainwashed

My heart grows cold

As lies were told

Long sleeves worn

To cover self inflicted

Wounds

.

Within this room

Surrounded by

These four walls

I despise my life

And with that

Once again

I grab a knife

.

Will these cuts

Have much more pain

Then what I feel

Inside

.

With that in mind

The knife slides across

My thigh

I go insane

As I carved the words

Worthless, trash

Die today

.

Who am I

Why am I here

My life has come

It's gone nowhere

Wondering why

To this hell I'm bound

As the pain I hide does not recede

So once again

The knife slides

Parting flesh that temporarily

Satisfies

.

More words carved

As teardrops fly

Burning

And across my lips

A smile

As the pain raceeds at leats for a while