4 4 Confused

The next day, Yeon woke up late as he couldn't fall asleep at night. Akira's face full of tears kept appearing in his mind and he felt guilty for behaving that way to him .He had any control of his body and mind that night .Still he tried to play it cool and went downstairs .He saw his favorite dishes on the table."I told that guy not to cook for me,Is he trying to forgive himself with that."he said to himself,as it was the weekend, he sat down on the sofa watching some TV and eating a bag of chips.After a while he was wondering why Akira didn't come out of his room at all,did he went too far last night,maybe.He then walked to Akira's bedroom and knocked at the door but there was no response.

Yeon POV:

"Why is he not answering like he always does. Maybe he is sleeping ,It's a bit weird there's not even a noise inside ."I thought. I opened the door slowly and to my surprise ,the room was of empty .His cupboard was empty ,It's like he abandoned the room .I couldn't believe that the actions of last night could bring such consequence . The amount of time I yelled at him ,he never considered of leaving the house , he would bear with it and do as if nothing passed but why now. then I saw a letter on the drawer.

As I was curious I open the letter .After I read the it,Some tears fell down my cheeks from nowhere and I punched the bed mattress. It was some pieces of his diary.

01.05.16

OMG! I'm so happy,I will finally get the chance to marry my crush .I can't wait to be his wife.But I'm kind of sad of what happened to his wife. we were forced to get married and I'm scared that he won't love me back and doesn't accepts me for who I am.

20.05.16

Today I got married to him but he thinks that it was me who forced the marriage.But even though i will try my best to make him and his cute son happy .Well our honeymoon didn't went as planned but I think all will be fine.

10.04.17

Why can't I make him happy ,I am trying my best but in vain, he is always in his room looking at his dead wife and forget his status as a father and a husband .We don't even sleep in the same room like I dreamed about.I keep sobbing night and day hoping that he would be more caring and loving.Is this the life i'm destined to? Am I really this unimportant for him?maybe.

25.05.17

Yesterday was my worst nightmare,I can't believe he did that to me,even though I'm his wife he can't treat my like a trash .I don't like all the marks and bruises he left on my skin,i'm dying inside,I can't live like this."Jihun, forgive me to leave you like this but you will always be in my heart and Yeona forgive me to try to be a good wife but couldn't make you happy,I hope you be happy without me from now on cause you always wishes that "~

"No nO NO ,he can't leave me like that ,Am really a bastard huh,I must be happy right now cause I always wishes that but why am I heart broken right now ,I don't understand myself at all "I said while punching the bed mattress ."I will not lose to him,I must be smiling right now Yeon cause the bitch is gone right,Why not Going to the club today and refresh myself to my new life"I invited some of my friends and they decided to meet up with me at the club.