Trauma ( 1 )

"We're drunk," replied Rere holding back her tears. Cursed her stupidity for surrendering her virginity to a foreign man. If only she hadn't been a fairy godmother, maybe last night's events wouldn't have happened.

"It can't be just drunk." The man did not just believe Rere's words.

"We're drunk Mr. Dino… .." Rere blurted out calling the man's name.

"You know who I am?" Dino was shocked. "Is this a ploy to ensnare me? So that I marry you and you want to take the property?" The accusation was cruel.

"I'm not that despicable. Watch your words, sir."

"Then after this happens you won't hold me accountable? I'm sure you have set me up. This is an old tactic played by women from the lower classes to become rich people."

A slap landed on the CEO's cheek. Rere did not accept being insulted. She should have been angry because his crown had been taken away, but the boss even accused him of being nonsense. Which woman is not hurt? Her heart was willing to help, but she even got accusations that were not wearing it. Rere took the bag then left the man's apartment.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm going home," Rere replied curtly. She walked wobbly because his groin was still sore.

"Our business is not finished."

"It's over for me. I can't accept your insult. I swear I'll never show my face in front of you again."

"If you are pregnant what? I do not wear safety." The man softened. Restores hair and rubs his face.

"I won't hold you accountable." Rere's heart was hurt leaving the man just like that.

"Dammit," said Rere crying, slamming the apartment door.

Eyes were swollen from crying. Since earlier her private driver glanced from the windshield of the car. Uncle Mutu, that is how the man of Indian descent is called Rere. The man has been her private driver since studying in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

"Rere. Why have you been silent all this time? What's happening to you? You are not like usual? " Uncle Mutu the courage to ask. The man already considered Rere like his own child. Ainil, Rere's mother entrusted him so that uncle Mutu took care of her daughter while in KL.

"Not why uncle. Don't worry about me. I am doing fine."

"Where did you come from last night? Why don't you come home? "

"I slept at a friend's house."

No more talks between uncle Mutu. The two of them were silent until they reached the apartment. Rere looked restless and sad. Immediately she opened the door to her apartment which was locked via a password. Rere entered the room then went to the bathroom.

Rere bathing under the shower. She sobbed. This is not what she wants. She just wanted to help, why be stuck in love one night with the man she helped? Rere is the type of woman who is tired or easily offended. She did not accept the man's words. Set him up for treasure. Don't want to be arrogant. From birth, Rere was already rich. How disgusting that man. If you knew this was going to happen, maybe Rere would never help that man.

"Stupid, I'm stupid." Rere lamented her fate. Her tears broke like a creek. He felt dirty and despicable. Those who do not deserve it have taken away its sanctity. The chastity she guards for her husband's sake has been taken away by this man.

"I'm dirty," shrieked Rere, banging her head against the bathroom wall until her temples were bleeding.

"Rere what happened?" Tia, Rere's best friend, went into the bathroom when she heard Rere's cries and screams.

Tia touched Rere's cheek. She looked at Rere's eyes deeply, trying to find the root of the problem Rere was experiencing.

"Tia." Rere hugged Tia tightly.

"What's up Re?" Tia wondered and was surprised by the change in her best friend's attitude. Last night Rere was still fine. They laughed together enjoying the glitter of KL city. What's wrong?

"I'm dirty Tia." Rere's body slumped to the floor.

"Why Re? The story with me? " Tia sat on the floor with Rere. Both were wet in the shower. "Why did you disappear last night? I even found your cellphone in the parking lot of the bar. What's wrong, Re?"

With trembling lips, Rere told what happened to her and Dino. Body Tia immediately went limp after listening to Rere's confession. Se can see if her friend is depressed. What trials will come for Rere after the assassination attempt that befell her a week ago? It all happened because Rere saved someone. She was wanted by the killer because she was an eyewitness to the murder and saved one of the victims.

"You traumatized Re. Everything will be fine. I'm with you."

Tia knows that her best friend is traumatized and depressed. Rere's bad luck happened because she helped people. Rere a very sensitive person and care about other people.

Tia helped Rere to take a shower and then put her clothes on. Tia also treats Rere's bleeding temple. Rere was still sobbing when Tia cleaned her wound.

"I'm dirty." Rere's breath was short.

"Don't talk about it again. You're not dirty. Just bad luck. You're too good a human. You are too sensitive and care about people. "

Tia rushed to the kitchen to make breakfast for Rere. How could Rere not be stressed if her chastity was tarnished? Rere also witnessed the death of famous Malaysian artist Ananya Shyla.

"Eat first Re." Tia brings fried rice.

Rere was just silent, ignoring Tia. The girl was still in shock at what happened to her. How could Rere have had this bad thing?

"What did I do wrong?" Rere looked at Tia.

"What mistake?"

"Why is everyone helping my people have bad luck?"

"You, don't be shit, Re. Just a coincidence." She stroked Rere's arm lightly.

"I don't know what else to do. Why did everything happen? "

"Patience Re. This is a test for you. Let's eat?" Tia approached then fed Rere to eat.

"I don't want." Rere shook her head.

"You have to eat so you don't get sick. Later your ulcer will recur. "

"Tia." Rere was crying again.

Tia puts the spoon on the plate. She hugged Rere and encouraged her.

"Who wants to marry me? I'm not holy anymore. "

"This marriage is not because we are still virgins or not but hearts." Tia touched Rere's chest.

"For Indonesian men, virginity is important. I...…." Rere sobbed.

"What about Angga?" Rere remembered her lover.