SOULMATE FOR TWO ALPHA'S

I've been waiting for my mate from 20 years of my life. Everyone gets their mate at the age of 18 or began to show signs of attraction. But my case is different I've been waiting for my mate to show up but it looks like I don't have any mate or my mate is dead. It's good to be dead than living a mate less life. But I have a good idea what if I don't need a mate but just a perfect guy maybe a human being!!