Like What?

                 "Why are you looking at me like that?"

                "Like what?"

Ever since we arrived here in Dubai, Jake has been nothing but living, we haven't started being too intimate, I mean we have had sex but it was not that aggressive the way we used to have it. He said that he is taking it slow with me, I wonder what is he taking slow with me. I want him to destroy my womb with his monster like no one's business and not to have mercy on me. Sex has been more of I am in a kindergarten school of sex and need to know how it feels. I didn't like the when he was going to do it my way but my way is too deadly.

 I am still afraid to use the tangerine the way Claire suggested.  As much as she has very good ideas on how to do things I don't know how deadly they can be. They can be very dangerous and I don't want to annoy him. Though she said it's not harmful, right?

Maybe she was just saying to give me tips on how to make things better. The other thing that I tried and she told me was to rinse my mouth with warm water and then touch his brother, that was heaven, he had to scream my name the whole night and I loved it. 

Standing in front of him with the idea of tangerine my mind trying to look at him and imagine want he can probably say makes me wonder how much fun this was going to be. I woke up first and left him in bed  I didn't go anywhere, I was trying to see if I can get the big tangerine the way Claire suggested.  I have googled but turns out they are not in Dubai and that is another disappointment for me. I thought that they were here that is why I wanted to go and get them and perform that act on him without any problems.

Wait, can't someone just stare at the wall behind you and act like everything is normal?

Liar, I was not looking at the wall behind him, I was busy checking him out, his chest then at his face that was waking up just right now. On the second day in Dubai and I loved the city a lot. We had been sand skiing and trust me it was heaven, I enjoyed being there and trying a lot of skiing. I got a chance to wear some of the hijab clothes and Jake was excited because I wasn't in the sun dresses that could make everyone see my whole chest. Now he wanted all these things for himself and I understood but no, the hijab was a lot hotter inside I didn't want that hotness with me.

Jake raised his eyebrows after I lied to him. He turned around and looked at the wall that I was talking about. It was a plain wall and there is nothing fun about that wall that will have me stare at it for so long.

"You are cheeky sometimes, when did you start being that way? I thought being cheeky was Claire's behavior, where did you get it from?"

He is probably stupid if he thinks I am attracting Claire's behavior. I can't attract her behaviors. Claire is the OG of all cheekiness and I can't match her. For me, my cheekiness likes a lot of things, I am fun, I don't growl like a lion, and also I don't shout because I am cheeky. I am just an average human being and I want to make this human being before me happy.

I walk and sit next to him in bed, he is enticing me to sleep with him something that I don't want to do right now. I gently sit on the bed and look at him. His hair is neat but the beards, it has started growing. I hate when his beards start hanging around as if he was some kind of a homeless man. 

"Would you mind some little trimming today? They have started wandering off."

He didn't need a mirror to be sure about that. He nodded and looked at me while smiling. He lift his lisp to place a kiss on my lips but I had to stop him there. 

Brush your teeth, old man.

"Not fair, I know you love it even if I have not washed it in the morning, plus where were you to this morning to have you wake up so early?"

No, where my boy, I just wanted to stretch and try out some Yoga for myself, was that bad? I tried to wake you up so that you can give me your daily dose but turns out that was not happening and you were not planning on injecting me in the right place.

He stretched his hands and dragged me back to bed as I tried to jump and get the trimmer that we normally use on him for his beard, I try so little scissors and some knife-like shaver and quickly remove the excess hair on him. His fingers are still intact and his hair is also good, the beard was the only thing growing on him fast. Maybe he should consider going for a beard advert. They will make very good use of him. 

Done with everything, I was too lazy to now stand up and go out, I sat near him in bed and we talk about things.  We talked about a lot of things. We had done much and we wanted to do more. I loved the fact that he was for the idea of any discussion. I sat and looked at him to talk about how he will take care of the babies and make sure they are growing very well.

Is that a way to ask me to conceive faster because it's not working? Imagine the way Claire and Dominic's almost had a heart attack from taking care of their baby and that was one baby, imagine two at a go, that will be dead so I don't think we are ready for two kids, maybe one at this time. 

He looked at me and started googling, he then showed me a bank account 

            "You remember we did this together?"

I had even forgotten about what he is talking about. It was a bank account for two children. We had created a bank account to save up for their expenses. Their fees were catered for, they had a life insurance policy with them, they had everything that a kid might need while growing and there was no doubt that we were more than prepared. That account held tons of billions and I wonder if they will need all that once they start going to school or when they are eighteen. 

"This was the deal, two kids, if God blesses us and there is no going back from it baby we can't sit down and have nothing after it?"

Jake was serious about this baby thing, though that was a deal we had before Claire got pregnant and shouted all over the hospital destroying things worth one hundred thousand dollars and giving birth on the floor only allowing me to hold her. The nurses couldn't touch her, she was very murderous at that time. I didn't know whether that is going to be me ig Jake decided that it was time to bless my womb with some beautiful-looking baby. I mean for Claire it was wild I didn't want to experience what I saw that day, I don't want to be that. Her hair was raging. They were not still. Her face was so demeaning and her nose, was huge like it has been bitten by bees. Nowadays you can't show those pictures to her, she will beat you up to death. I think that is the reason why she doesn't want to get baby number two. She fears going through the same ordeal together.

"Hun, don't look at Claire's situation. Maybe the baby didn't like her belly, I mean did you see how much chili she would pop in when she was angry and wanted food? Maybe the baby hated chili and decided to be angrier at her."

Maybe it's true when they say, something it's the monster in you doing something and not you doing that thing. After she gave birth on that floor with me holding the baby, she was normal, she breathed normally and couldn't believe what she did.

Though I don't want to dwell on that fact, maybe I fear how I am going to be a good parent, and instead of assuming how Claire was almost killing all of us and focusing on how I am going to be a good mother.

I am not saying that I won't be a mother, Jake,  that is something that I want to be and I will cherish it for the rest of my life. I want to be one and with the savings, we made for the babies, I know will come in handy. So I am not afraid and I know we will make good parents.

I said while playing with his awards and he looked at me with glitter in his eyes. I don't know why he was excited but he seemed over the moon with what I just said.

"You will be marvelous, you will be a great mother Dee, don't worry about that. They will be calm like you unless one of them decided to be outrageous the way I am or the way Claire is. That is going to hell for us."

I kissed him on the cheeks and he kissed me back. Wanting to prolong the kissing, I quickly stood up and told him he was supposed to take me for camel riding today and I wanted to try that out. He smiled and asked me if I can help prepare his clothes.

He hit the shower and we both stood up from our comfort zone and headed out. The guards were given separate rooms. We were to act like a normal couple to make sure that no one knows about our identity. We wore shades almost all the time like any other person here to avoid being seen. We drove in some mini cars just like everyone here and we tried to wear more of the Dubai culture than a western vulture.  The guards were also walking like they didn't know who we are. They were behind our backs every second with their microphone ready to listen to whatever danger that arises.  We followed the one on the front and the ones on the back followed too.

The camel riding is so fun and when we were done, we headed to the swimming pool in a secluded area, visited some of the historic sites, and even bought some artifacts. 

"I want us to go to Bora_Bora, I am now tired of being here, what do you think?"

It's one at the moon and Jake is already thinking of us going somewhere else. I am up for the idea because right now, the heat in Dubai and all these hijabs are not good for me. I quickly nod and the guards are given one hour in case they want to get something. They say they are okay and we left in thirty minutes to Bora_Bora island. It's located near the Jamaican and I love the place. 

Maybe we should try some weed when we get there, I want to get high.

"Hell no, you are not taking anything, not even a mere cigarette. Those things are good but I a not allowing you to have a taste of it, not when we are planning on having a kid of our own maybe once we get them, ask me for a good joint though for that one you will get a very big one."

I agreed with him though I knew that was him trying to manipulate me. I don't do drugs not even if doesn't have any side effects, I am not going to settle for anything like that. Maybe ask Claire about them.

We had a three-hour flight to the island, we had a safe landing place for our plane. The weather here was hot and favorable, I placed my hoodie on with some shorts and I was good to go. I didn't mind at this point, I was home where I wanted to be at. If this vacation is a month-long it's going to be fun. We have the first two weeks to be purely for fun and visiting various sights. In the third week we had to try and be back in business while still on a vacation but at the same time working. The only important ones, like attending meetings and making sure the business is running smoothly. Dominican and Claire had volunteered to help us with office work while we were here. Claire even took a picture of her while on my table and Jade playing on the floor next to her. Dominic was in Jake's office making himself comfortable without any problem.

Jake thought it will be a good idea and the only time they can call us is if they are the very serious type like this one right now of Claire calling me.

"Hello, hello is that Diana?"

Claire for fuck sake, let us use your normal voice, you are not a good spy who can change their voices, what do you want now?

Jake was busy on his laptop giving make focusing on Claire, we have just arrived ha w ha you' hotel ready for us. The hotel was on the beach and the water surrounded the place. 

"Have you done it? The thing  told you?"

Ooh, that wait didn't get the best one in Dubai, They were all small ones and I dont want to use the small ones, but they won't help.

We whispered throughout the conversation and I am having a tired mouth right now. I mean who asks you that in front of your husband right now? 

She added me to get some from the market stalls and they will be helpful. I told her will try tomorrow though I don't even know the excuse I am going to give out as the reason why I am going to the market stalls around the area. He will know.  

Claire had one thousand and one plans and I know I will have to go to the stalls tomorrow and get the tangerine the way she said.

"Are you done with the calm because it was annoying,  like some moles trying to gnaw on a piece of cheese? I quickly nodded and joined Jim on the laptop where he was typing away. 

"Can we maybe visit the market stalls tomorrow, I need to get some vegetables, we never had fresh ones in Dubai. Can we try to go there tomorrow?

He looked at me and closed his laptop looking at me. 

"unless you are not going to get a cucumber to replace me, I am going to take you there, agreed."

Fuck off Jake, why would I do that?

That night I slept in my head singing if hoe I am going to get a big tangerine. I imagined the huge tangerinandmd how I will use it.