reincarnated with the God of death and rebirth system

I was always regarded as what you call trash,I never felt joy because I was hated by my family and friends just because I was a red haired. I never knew that being a red head was a bad thing but I couldn't do anything about it,so one day I was twenty three years of age,I was walking aimlessly on Brooklyn bridge doing nothing that was until I say a little girl running across the road oblivious about the in coming truck about to hit her,I wasted no time to spring in action to save her knowing fully well that I may die from the truck but I still did it and yes! I managed to save the girl but truck kun smashed it me and sent me to the afterlife I was happy and sad at the same time because I could finally rest and escape my cursed life that was until I met a god,he told me that my task was just beginning and I couldn't rest yet I was livid cursing and shouting at the poor god telling him that cant I just rest after all these years of suffering!! But the punny god wouldn't listen saying that he understood how I felt but my service was needed in the world of teresa that the god of that world specifically wanted him to help stop the impending disaster that was slowly creeping up.....................watch out for this novel I promise u won't regret it