Let's fix our relationship 2_2

"I don't know!" Ruciel shouted as she cried. "I hate you and you should know that!" 

"I hate you because your father killed my friends. She also controlled me and told me to kill people for a while."

"I hate you because you are so stupid, selfish, and forceful! You insulted me by making me your slave! You humiliate me by touching me as you please! You made me a tool to satisfy your lust! You always hurt me!"

"I hate you, but I…"

Ruciel hung her head and stopped talking. Her long ears fell as his tears flowed profusely. She made never-ending sobs.

And yes, it's the first time for me to know all her thoughts.

I thought I saved her by buying her than making her, my slave. I thought I could get close by doing skinship. And to be honest, she's so beautiful that I can't help but eat her. And to hurt her, I never hurt her except for today so maybe, I might have hurt her heart. It's pathetic, I don't know how I hurt her.