Poetry of a forgotten teen

i really wanted to be the reason

you smile ,

but on days when things aren't

going our way and

when i become the source of your

pain .

i want to hold you and tell you that

i love you and i will do better

but when you look at me i can see

that your eyes fill up with pain , disappointment, regret and sadness .

it hurts me to see you like this love

i want to be the reason your eyes light

up with pride , happiness and joy

but what good is it when we both cut each

others hearts with words that are mindlessy

thrown in the heat of the moment

i tried , i really did

i erased all of the pain

by choosing to let it go

but what about you love

each time our paths cross

your words become more and more

unbearable

you try to smile but

your eyes clearly show that you

need me to hold you

you need me to say that i

will always love you and be

by your side no matter what

but your mind will never accept

what your heart needs to heal

you want to touch me ,hold me

want my love but are too hurt

to realize that all you need is my

love to heal what others had once

broken , but

you believe im not good enough

yet you still stand by my side

and give me all of your love

but will never accept mine

in the end it will still be you and me

because even if i fail or you may

close yourself of from me

we will still end up back in each

other's arms and tell one and another

that no matter how much we

may fall .

we will always catch each other

and will never let go

because without you in my life

there is no reason for me

to stay.

~A.