Prologue

Once you become a matured person, you will see the value of the things you release. Then you will realize which one is better and worse for you.

A quiet place opened up to me. A place where I prefer to just live here. I sighed, and rolled my eyes at the place. A very nice place is in front of me.

It is full of tall trees, and beautiful flowers. It was like a little paradise. I just smiled at how I felt. I was just aroused when someone suddenly spoke behind me.

"You haven't been here in a long time!" He promised me.

"It's a bit busy," I said while smiling.

Deliberately if you are busy, so that you'll be at peace. But I can't do it. I've become more involved to those things that might be the reason why you're suffering like this. I always have to be there for you to, find the justice. But I failed. I do not know if, I have been stunned in front of you for a few minutes.

"You know, when a person is stunned. It's either, someone thinks bad, good or sad. Which of the three?" She looked at me for a long time.

"Both." No appetite if answer.

In my answer, she suddenly burst out laughing, your Mommy laughs. How I wish, you are with me in this place. Well I'm with you, but I want it to be real. With the intensity of her laughter, people just turned to her.

Maybe, I'm the only one who hasn't moved on towards you. Maybe I always keep the guilt, even though I didn't do anything to you. I put a smile after I realize of what I said, a while ago.

"What am I saying HAHAHAAH" because what I said sank in

I laughed not because I'm happy, but because I accept the destiny of us. A silent came to us.

"I remember then, how happy you were with Zedric, you looked like you had a relationship before. But something happened to both of you." your Mommy said.

Yes we act like a couple, but we doesn't have a level. Maybe it's because we're afraid of commitments.

"He always said before, finally Mom I am officially marrying the Xenestia's daughter."

We planned, everything. The meet ups, the date of our wedding, our dates, the place that we've wanted to go. As in everything. But our planned ruined. In just a snap.

"I don't know, why when everything is ready something will come suddenly."

The amount that has been going on since you left me. I never thought that in an instant, our love would suddenly disappear like bubbles.

I still remember the words that broke my heart.

"I'm sorry, she came back. She came back to me. I want to tell you, but I don't want to hurt you too. I love you so much, to the point that I have to let you go."

In an instant, everything suddenly changed because of your decision that I did not think would be the cause of my disappointment.

"I'm still happy Tita, because we had time with each other. Maybe destiny is against us."

"you'll always be, the girl he loved the most."

"I hope so, Tita." Your Mommy gave me a big hug, before I left.