LOVE THAT YOU NEVER KNOW

Enough with this starring stuff. I'm done. I'm gonna say that I like him today.

I walked to his place where he is seated. I stood before him. Everyone's eyes were on me, eagerly waiting for what I'm gonna do next. I ignored them.

He was in front of me. My heart was throbbing faster than normal. He was looking straight at me. Damn! His eyes were so mesmerizing. His lips are sculptured in the perfect way to kiss. Shit! How can you be this handsome!

He opened his sealed lips, the parting of the lips looked damn sexy and asked me, "What!?"

My heart skipped a beat!

I started to sweat. I can do this. I closed my eyes. A slow inhalation and a quick exhalation and shouted, "I LIKE YOU!!"

There was a Silence.

I opened my eyes slowly and saw him. He was smiling. Is he smiling?... Oh my gosh! He just smiled at what I said? That means...wait... his smile is fainting. His wide lips are flat now. His eyebrows frowned. It seems like he's... angry. I sense something is wrong. Suddenly, he banged the bench and shouted, "Come out!"

"What?"

"Come out! It's late! You better get your ass off the bed or..."

I was confused.

Suddenly I was being dragged behind and fell on something. I blinked my eyes and opened them. I saw the neon stars stuck to the ceiling. I always love to watch it but now I hate it because it strikes me the reality that I was still in my room and dreaming about him again.

My confessions are always happy only in my dreams. I wish it could happen in real someday. The boy who I dreamt of is Wil, my crush.

"You awake?", a voice came behind the closed door of my room. That was Sven, my elder brother.

"YES!", I shouted back.

There was no sound after that. I think he left. I woke up and put on my glasses and looked into my phone, there was still time for school. My class starts at 8 a.m. and it's still 7.30 a.m.

I'm a Fresher enrolled in Science and technology faculty at AAA University.

I got ready, took my bag and came downstairs. Dad was having his breakfast at the table and Mom was serving him. My brother wasn't around. I think he already left for College.

"Honey, Come and have your breakfast!", Mom called me.

"Coming mom." said with a smile.

As I was eating the bread, my dad started his lecturing like usual, "Sarah is younger than you, waking up early and getting the school bus on time...blah...blah..."

I stood from the table and grabbed my bag saying," Mr Huston, don't talk while you're eating because It's really bad for your health."

"Mom! I'm off to college. Bye."

I was waiting for the bus at the bus terminal and was listening to songs while waiting.

A notification popped. I took my phone out of my pocket to see what it is.

A message from Clara, my best friend in class. She said that today's gonna be Miss Shelly's class.

Shit! How can I forget that? I got so much detention from her already. I shouldn't miss her class today otherwise I'll be suspended. There's also another reason to be in her class... But the bus hasn't arrived yet! I watched the road here and there. I tried to book a cab, but there was nothing nearby.

A Red almirah car stopped in front of me, it was Blair's car. Blair was my friend from the neighbourhood. We went to the same high school and now we go to the same college but a different faculty. Her crimson hair made her look hot among girls. She was so popular from high school to college.

The windshield dropped, Blair with dark sunglasses asked me, "Need a lift?"

"Absolutely!"

I jumped into her car.

"You are my guardian angel!", I hugged her after I got seated.

"Treat me, next time!", she smirked.

I nodded.

She started the car. Omg! Not only her looks are great but also her driving is so professional and cool.

I messaged Clara asking whether mam has arrived. She wasn't online. I think Miss Shelly would have come. I bid goodbye to Blair and rushed to my class.

Finally, I came to class. I was breathing heavily when I entered... Thank god! She hasn't arrived yet. I looked around the class. Clara was waving at me from the back of the class.

"Here!"

I walked and sat beside her.

"I'm scared when you went offline."

She laughed and showed her phone, "Here, take a look at Wil's Fanclub, it is increasing day by day. He's gaining a lot of fans from other faculties too."

I joined his Fanclub for his pictures which was uploaded by his fans and I can know his whereabouts too.

"Because he's so handsome! especially in his jersey, he looks damn cool in that!", Lia screamed beside Clara.

Wil is a member of the Basketball club along with Ace, Liam from our class. These three were selected to represent the first year in the club.

"Good morning!", Mam entered greeting everyone.

Miss Shelly teaches us Cell communication class. While listening to her lecture, I fell asleep without my knowledge. She shouted my name which made me awake suddenly.

I apologized to the teacher and sat while taking a look around the class, Luna and Zoe were gossiping. Benjamin and some others are taking notes at the front. Justin is looking into his phone. Some girls are drooling at the back.

I hate her class but I'm here, not for her but one person. I turned to my left, he was there.

Wil.

Listening to Miss Shelly and taking notes so seriously. His skin was shining, is this what they call sun-kissed. Now I'm jealous of Sun. He was handsome, not perhaps in the conventional sense, but he had that appearance that could make him stand out in the crowd.

He was fair, almost pale white. His unfathomable, golden-brown eyes contrasted exceptionally with his light-toned face.

His face had that faraway look in it, which cannot be described in words.

His eyes were as deep and expressive, where you could get lost if you stared long enough.

His smile, which reached up to his ears, shrinking his eyes a little and cheeks bulge, flaunted his modesty and humility.

Above all was his frame and his stature. He was not extremely muscular, with 8 pack abs or 16 cm biceps. However, he could stand out in a crowd, which was mostly due to his way of carrying himself. I think that is why he was selected for the Basketball club.

I wish I could be his girlfriend someday. For now at least, in my dreams.

My name is Sam Huston. I'm a Fresher in Science and Tech faculty and a new member of the cooking club, having a secret crush on William Hanks, the boy of many girls dreams.