Prologue

NASTY DREAMS

I was only 4 when my dear mother passed, I remember certain memories not all good mostly bad ones, it's almost been 13 years since she passed and I'm still mourning her death. A deep part of me thinks I'm the reason for her death, another part of me thinks it was because of my criminal of a father.

The pain is excruciating and I see his godlike werewolf face hovering over me as he screams in the mind link as his werewolf form growls deeply and I know it's a growl of frustration, warning and a command from his Alpha voice "GRACE DON'T LEAVE ME AND I'M SO SORRY I SHOULDN'T HAVE LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOU. LANNAN YOU KILLED HIM YET? THAT BASTARD!" I'm still lying down on the cold ground with Zed's arms around me while Christian takes care of the fight with the pack, and I automatically remember my mother's passing it was eagerly like this, except this is much more tolerable because of Christian's eyes and face, and if that was the last thing I would ever see than that was fine for me. I then see the light like so many other times I've been with him, and before I plummet into my eternal sleep I wonder "How come loving him was going to put myself in danger and my friends and family as well?"