A Painful Past

"I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all"

- 5 second of summer - amnesia-

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"Yoona??" Jimin muttered to himself when he saw a woman in a sky blue coat and scarf beside Jungkook. His eye beads still stared at Yoona who was still choosing instant ramyeon in front of her. Soon she took some and walked away, then he realized that Jungkook was calling his name repeatedly.

"hyung?! hyung !!?" Jungkook shook Jimin shoulder hard.

Jimin blinked many times then turned to Jungkook "Eoh Jungkook I'm sorry I was daydreaming. What's wrong?"

Jungkook looked at Jimin in surprise before he said "I asked if we need to buy ramyeon?"

Jimin nodded "take some Jungkook-ah" he said casually. his eyes trying to find Yoona figure in the distance but to no avail.

Jungkook looked back at Jimin next to him in confused, since the two of them came out of the supermarket Jimin just stared at the road beside the car window. Jungkook tried to share his focus on the streets and asked Jimin.

"What are you doing?"

Jungkook waited for Jimin to speak but there was no answer at all. he turned back to Jimin, it's true Jimin was daydreaming. Jungkook patiently grabbed Jimin shoulder slowly pulling his hyung out of his reverie. but it turns out that the reaction given by Jimin made Jungkook flinch, Jimin seemed to gasp in surprise even though Jungkook was holding his shoulder slowly.

"Eoh Jungkook why?" asked Jimin trying to pull himself out of his reverie.

"Hyung, what's wrong with you? You became silent when we got out of the supermarket. What's wrong?" Jungkook asked again, this time Jungkook focused on driving while occasionally seeing Jimin next to him.

"ahahaha nothing maybe I'm a little tired" Jimin laughed dryly.

Hearing that, Jungkook did not ask any further questions even though he actually knew Jimin was hiding something, he didn't want to force his hyung to talk. after all, if it felt like it was oppressive, Jimin would tell to them because they were family.

"we're home !!!" said Jungkook in his trademark voice. He took off his shoes and replaced them with house slippers then jogged to the kitchen carrying a grocery bag and followed Jimin behind him.

"Eoh, you guys are back" said Seokjin after he came out of the toilet.

Jimin put his groceries on top of the pantry then said "hyung, when the cooking is finished, wake me up. I'm sleepy" then he went upstairs to his room.

Jungkook stares at Jimin with an astonished feeling then turns to Seokjin who is taking out cooking ingredients from a shopping bag, "hyung, there's something strange about Jimin hyung"

"hmm what's strange?" Seokjin says casually and continues to take things out of the shopping bag.

"Jimin hyung was just normal when he left, then when he came home he turned silent even though he often talked," explained Jungkook

"Maybe because his sleepy. You heard earlier that he was sleepy. Usually Yoongi will also be like that when sleepy"

Just now Seokjin spoke like that, suddenly Yoongi appeared behind Jungkook with his soft voice "me what?"

"wuakh !! ah hyung !!" Jungkook gasped in surprise at Yoongi sudden presence.

"Yoongi-ah come help me" said Seokjin after he put the groceries into the refrigerator.

Jungkook, who saw his two hyungs getting busy cooking, moved away from the pantry table and entered his room to play computer games.

* flashback on

"Jimiiiinnn !!!" Yoona ran over to Jimin who was sitting on a park bench.

"Yoona be careful you could fall" Jimin got up from his seat, chuckled when Yoona was in front of him.

Yoona looked at Jimin with a big smile on her face and also panting breath "how? Did you pass the audition?"

Jimin nodded in response with a smile on his face. with a happy face Yoona hugged Jimin tightly and shouted happily as well as Jimin who hugged Yoona no less.

"Wow, look at my Chimmy now will be famous hmm" teased Yoona, her hand still hugging Jimin waist.

The autumn wind blew hard, causing some ginkgo leaves to fall as well as Yoona short hair blown off.

"The wind is so strong," said Yoona, removing one hand to straighten her hair that was blown by the wind.

But suddenly Jimin big hands stopped Yoona hand movements to straighten her hair instead of Jimin who tidied Yoona hair.

As if time stopped, the park only left the sound of the wind and also the rubbing of the leaves blowing in the wind where Jimin fell in love with Yoona charm for the second time even though they had been together for 3 years did not change Jimin feelings who always pounded in front of Yoona. Jimin carefully cupped Yoona cheeks, which had started to turn red either because of the cold weather or the nervousness that had come to both of them. Jimin, who started to move forward and Yoona, who closed her eyes, both kissed accompanied by the afternoon sun in the park, the orange color that witnessed their love story and that color their story ended tragically.

* flaahback off

"hyung !!? wake up" Jungkook woke up Jimin who was still in his blanket. with one slow motion Jimin woke up with a messy face and hair. he was still sitting on his bed in order to revive himself, who was still half conscious.

"Come on, dinner is ready" said Jungkook and walked towards the door after successfully waking Jimin.

Jimin glanced at the large box on top of his cupboard. His facial expression looked very gloomy and sad, "after 10 years why? I thought I had forgotten you" Jimin muttered he started rubbing his face roughly and got out of bed and walked out to have dinner with the others.

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"Augh tired" Hyun Ri plopped down in the chair behind the emergency room reception desk.

Yoona who was looking at the medical records of emergency room patients only laughed seeing her friend complaining of fatigue. It's only natural that lately there have been many accidents both big and small because it's winter and Hyun Ri who is a surgeon doctor is kept busy with accident victims. while Yoona is only a general practitioner who only treats patients with common symptoms such as sore throat, flu or fever.

"eonni ... eonni" Kim Bora ran with her loud voice and then she entered the reception room where Hyun Ri and Yoona were there. Bora with her cheerful attitude hugged Yoona from behind and jumped up and down

Yoona chuckled again seeing Bora behavior like a little sister, "what's wrong Bora?"

"Yoona eonni and Hyun ri eonni take your time tomorrow, okay?" Said Bora with enthusiasm which was met with confused stares.

"What is the matter?" asked Hyun Ri

"My cousin sent me a ticket to the music show, finally I got the chance to meet my idol kyaaaaa" Bora shouted.

"your older cousin?" Yoona asked

"Hem my cousin is also an IDOL. I want you two to come with me, okay?" asked Bora with a face made pleasing.

"Why should we? Is it true that none of your K-Pop friends want to come with you?" said Hyun Ri in a lazy tone. she didn't like jostling around with cute-looking guys at music shows anywhere.

"They are sometimes shameless. Once I asked them, they are stranger than me" Bora explained with pouting lips.

"You're the daughter of the hospital owner, why don't you ask your father for a VVIP seat or at least your cousin gives special treatment to you," said Hyun Ri scathingly.

"Ah I don't want to !! Come on, just this once. I asked my father to leave you guys off for 2 days because you're was with me" Bora came back to seduce this time plus aegyo.

"deal !!" Hyun Ri quickly agreed to Bora request as soon as she heard the word 2 days off. she could relax for a full day before accompanying this rich girl daughter to meet her idol.

"How about Yoona eonni?" asked Bora with a look of hope in her eyes

"Okay" said Yoona with a big smile and laughed seeing Bora as excited as her best friend who heard the word holiday.

Well, think of it as consolation yourself from the density of work and a chaotic heart when you hear the name BTS on the news.