But the moment I did that, my blood reacted so much differently. It felt like my hand got attached to a bigger force, a bigger world, a bigger presence that was around but didn't notice it before.
My blood kept sizzling like it was fire meeting water. And my hand was controlled against my will, wanting to be raised upwards.
[That god warns you to not succumb to this force. He says that you have to force your own will here, draw that circle with both hands, or else you'll lose everything]
Well… He could say what he wanted, but it wasn't that easy to counter this force.
It felt like I was against the world! I tried to resist that force out of instinct, even before that god sent me his words of advice.
But soon I realised it was so damn hard to do that. Just as I was resisting with all my might, I heard a muffled thud as a body fell just a few metres away from me.