I am the useless father now?

"Eugh!" My head hurt! Why does it feel like someone smashing a huge rock on my head.

I try to open my eyes but my eyelids remain heavy like a mountain pressing it body upon the earth.

"Eugh!" I screaming in pain as the pain keep assaulting my head over and over.

"Dear, w**e u* pl**ase, ** ti*e f** breakfast" I hear a gentle woman voice calling to me to wake up to eat my breakfast but her voice a bit blurry.

"Dear, d**t you w**t to eat?"

"It bad for your stomach if you only drink beer and eat nothing at all" I hear the gentle voice keep urging me to wake up but this time her voice become so much clear that I can sense hint of tiredness in her voice.

As her voice become clear so did my head, it hurt no more and my eyelids become lighter and lighter.

And no later, I can open my eyes, as my eyelids feeling lighter than a feather.

"Who are you!" I shouted in panic as I find a woman with blonde hair wearing a worn-out shirt and pants sitting beside me as I find that I wear nothing but just a boxer.

"Sigh, you still drunk... How much did you drink yesterday?" She mumbled to herself.

"Get out!" I shouted as I lost my cool in my panic state as I find myself in unfamiliar place and situations.

As she hear my words, a hint of fear flash in her purple eyes.

"Y..yes" she stutter and move away so fast as if she afraid that I will hit her.

"Where am I?" I ask myself after she close the door of this room.

" What did I do?" I ask myself again as I find it thing get even more confusing and it hard for me to focus.

Then suddenly, it hit me. The memories of last thing I do started to come back to me.

"didn't I just coming back to my apartment from buying beer at 7-11 downstairs?" I ask myself again.

And drinking the beer as I cursed my late father for being useless drunkard and burden to my mother.

I even proclaim that "I will not become like that useless person, Not Even God Can Force Me!"

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My face froze for a moment as realization hit me harder than Mike Tyson punch during his prime.

"Damn!!!!!"

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And then I shouted as realization hit me a second time, this time much harder like being hit by moving trucks at it maximum velocity.

"Fuck! No wonder Mom always say be careful when you want to say something, even if you are alone, there is always someone or something that will hear what you say"

Damn! This time I was sure that I got punished by god for saying that even he can't force me!

My mind keep running at top speed to find what am I gonna do right now as I know nothing about this body memories or who the hell is that woman.

How did I know that this is not my body even though I didn't see a mirror yet?

Because although I like to say that I am not that fat but in my mind I know the fact cannot be changed as I am a fat person and this body is too thin like a person lost in desert.

Bang!

As I wonder what should I do, I hear a loud bang inside my head and I lost consciousness.

And when I open my eyes back I find that I am inside a body of a baby but strangely I cannot control this small body at all.

But I can hear, I can smell, I can taste what the baby senses.

And then I hear a man voice saying that " From now on your name is Bryan, Bryan Lock"

After the man say the name I hear "ya" "ya" baby sound as if the baby is happy with the name and then I somehow feeling warm inside my heart.

As I watch from point of view of the baby, the time keep moving fast like someone pressing fast forward button on video player.

I watch and feels the baby named Bryan Lock growing like watching movies.

And then time slow down as I see a girl with blonde hair and purple eyes.

She and Bryan getting to know each other at playground near their apartment.

Then the time speed up again he see they at high school during the awakening ceremony.

Bryan awaken alchemist D grade talent and the girl awaken F grade alchemist talent.

"Wait?! Awakening ceremony? This is not earth!" I shouted but hear no sound coming from my mouth.

And the Point Of View keep moving forward at fast pace as I see Bryan and the girl get married, consummate their first night and having two children a big sister and young brother pair.

But the Point of view suddenly slow down and I see that the mother of two got sick and sicker from handling unknown poisonous flower beyond her ability because she got little greedy for extra few hundreds thousand dollars.

I watch as Bryan searching for antidote but found non.

Until, he found a book from another dimension at antique shop.

The book tell a ritual for saving life but with steep price, first the one who did ritual will lost his talent and become crippled from sensing any type of energy and soon his life after 3 years

But because of Bryan love for his wife, he didn't mind. He proceeded with the ritual and the next day his wife somehow become healthy and kicking again.

He warned his wife to not do foolish thing again.

But from that day, he changed his way of life because he know that in 3 years he will die and because he didn't want his wife to feeling guilty and sad for his death he started to act like drunkard.

Everyday he hurling insult to his wife and children and day by day his children started to hate him.

He didn't mind his children hate him because that what he wanted but do his despair, his wife still didn't leave him and take their children with her.

And she patiently handle him with care.

He no longer making potions and drinks every days, but he didn't drink most expensive wine or beer but drink the cheapest alcohol he can find as he need to used little money possible and save all his saving for his family after he live no more.

Because of him acting like drunkard and didn't making potions anymore, his family life become much harder as his wife can only create a minor grade 1 potion with her talent and it didn't sell for much.

With four mouths to feed and potion shop to run, their life become much harder.

And yesterday is the day that his life end.

And then suddenly my vision become pitch black.

And few second later I find myself inside the same room again.

"Sigh... If man really love his woman, he really willing to give up everything for her" I helplessly sigh as I find that their love story is kind of tragic.

Wait it not their love story anymore, it also mine as I feel what Bryan feels and I take over Bryan body...

"life is so cruel, one day I didn't even have a girlfriend and next day I somehow have a wife, a son and a daughter" I mumble as I find myself in this situation.

Rumble~

"Damn! So hungry! How long does this guy doesn't eat!" I shouted in low voice as hunger assault my mind.

"Dear, the food are getting cold, please came out and eat" I hear Diana call me gently again.

"Leave me alone you whore! I will eat when I want!"

Dammit!

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I closed my mouth with both of my hand in shocked.

That not what I wanted to say! Damn is this the power of habit? My mouth open on it own without my command.

Rumble~

"Euhgh" I hold my stomach as the rumbling hurt so much when there is nothing inside my stomach.

"Dammit! How am I supposed to get food when I just insulted the one who call me for breakfast!" I shouted in low voice.