Introduce.1.1

My name is Hanan Shameka...

Were you fooled by my synopsis?

"Sorry in advance, I deceived you," I smiled as I wrote on a piece of paper while thinking of the next story idea."

Ah, I forgot to introduce myself.

My name is Hanan Shameka.

I'm now 23 years old, I live in a small town called Venice, where I grew up and live, I'm an adult novelist and manga creator.

"I'm not a good person like you think" this job, I've been doing for 5 years after I graduated from school, I spend 14-15 hours every day making manga & writing my little novel stories, I have no purpose in life & my pleasure / hobby, I just do my job to spend my time just working, one day I bought a porn DVD.

Bought it at an online store, for my reference material for making porn manga...

Then I looked at the scene to see a married woman having an affair with another man and then the woman really enjoyed fucking a man who was not her husband, then in the scene the woman was seen taking off her wedding ring while saying "I don't need you anymore, baby, I'm sorry, what I need here is just my sexual desire and I want to be a slut slave to my new lover" "while licking the genitals of the man who was her affair"

Then they had anal sex, the woman was seen going crazy while rubbing her very wet pussy until her urine came out, the woman was fucked from morning until late at night, then at the end of the video the woman apologized to her family, children and husband because she had become a whole woman and became a slave to the man's prostitute, and she could not be a good mother for her family, the woman was seen leaving the room while being tied up by her affair like a dog walking with her master with her tongue hanging out, while crying happily, licking the remaining sperm on the floor ...

After I watched the video in my head, I thought of

What other crazy ideas will I write down with my pen?

I also think my personality is very bad and I also hate myself, but I don't have a choice, I can't play a good role in this life, when I do apply all the good things that my school and parents taught me... it doesn't go well and the way my life should go, I'm more suited to be the antagonist in this life and that's just as well.

I also thought that life would work if good and bad things were brought together and created something balanced where it became the center point..which governs this world,

(I was overthinking) I was exhausted and stopped writing my novel which was only 20 percent written, with a very tight dead line, I then slept and continued tomorrow...

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