Chapter48

#Chapter48

Although I'm so relieved that he's accepted me back into his life, I can't stop thinking that this is all happening too fast. The two weeks without him were terrible, but making up in one night—doing what we did—something about it doesn't feel right. Jonas knows it too. Or maybe this is just the odds turning in my favor. The universe has punished me enough and now it's letting me go easy. Either way, all I know is that I want to be with Brandon. I want to forget that our stupid two-week hiccup ever happened.

Being with him tonight, in that way, was intense and passionate and I felt impossibly close to him. I've never experienced anything remotely close to that and now I can't stop thinking about it. Feeling him on top of me, breathing on me, inside of me—a warmth extends from my heart to my cheeks.