chapter one

It's another busy morning. I'm at the gymnasium doing my best to increase my physical strength. My skin feels sweaty and sticky, my muscles feel sore; but still I continue my training.

It has been a complete year since I started to work for him as his personal bodyguard. Since then I lead this busy tough life everyday. But seeing his sunshine smile every morning did worth all the tiring work.

To be honest it's not all about wages. I work here specially because I like him , not as an another famous idol but as the man I love. I know I will not get a chance to confess and being next to him all day is just more than enough for my heart.

"Hey girl , I think we have got a fan meet tomorrow. You should be ready to go."

It's his voice....

I wake up from my thoughts. He is there right next to me . His eyes fixed on the wound on my right arm.

"How did this happen?"

He is being curious.

"Just a simple accident, nothing to consider" I answer.

"Fine after the fan meet drop me at the mansion and go to hospital. "

He says without asking my opinion. It's usually his way to boss around his workers.but he is kind and considerate.

As he leaves I collect my stuff and head to the shower room to get a quick shower.

The water rushes through my hair and falls on my arm which gives a sharp pain that make me cringe.

"It's okay. It doesn't hurt. You should be strong. Then you will keep him safe."

I whisper to myself.

At evening I go to sleep much earlier as I know how busy and hectic the next day would be. Lying on the bed I wonder.

We are living under same roof. I like him enough to risk my life to save him. But, he doesn't know how I feel about.

In his eyes I'm only the friendly, kind but strong lady who makes him feel safe .

I fell sleep while thinking.

The next day I wake up with the sound of alarm clock. I quickly get ready and wait for him in the living room.

I get a thought that he must be getting ready with his make up artist.

Finally after and hour he shows up. It. downpours outside.

"Let's go."

As we get out of the mansion I help him to get in to the car without getting wet.

I start driving. I could see the heavy rain drops hit the windscreen and wipers wiping them out. I turn on the heater for him , thinking he must be feeling cold as well as I do.

We continue all the way without any conversation while slow rock music plays.

When we reach destination I could see a huge number of fans gathered to see him and greet him.

Within few minutes the fan meet starts. I stand by his side. I can see fans melt at his smile and voice. I can see him handshake with each fan of him. Watching that I wonder why haven't we even shook hands. I wonder what's on my mind and his mind at the same time. And I come to a conclusion. He might not be seeing me as a woman but as a professional bodyguard. I'm good at martial arts, shooting, and weapon fights.

I'm have saved him three times till now at critical conditions. So he must be thinking I'm a tough creature without feelings.

At evening when fan meet ends he looks tired and devastated. The staff brings refreshments, so we feed ourselves .

Within half an hour we head to his mansion. I'm on the driving seat doing my best to drive him home safe.

Suddenly he raises his voice.

"Can you stop there? Let's grab a drink. "

With these words I totally understood that I'm just a human being in his eyes. Now here I'm his drinking buddy.

I feel like my world is falling. Why do people think I'm heartless just depending on my occupation?.

"Penny for your thoughts "

I get back to my senses with his voice. I just answer.....

"Nothing. "

"What is the schedule for rest of the week? "

I ask hoping it would not be another tough schedule that makes me feel worn out at the weekend.

" This week it will be a photo shoot and a tour. It will be like a holiday."

I let out a sigh at his words. I feel relieved and happy as I'm getting some free time after all.

He called the waiter and ordered two beers. If I wasn't good at one thing it's drinking.

"Sir, you know I'm not good at drinking. I'll just wait here."

I said the truth without hesitation. And he gave me a kind of odd grin.

"It's okay. Just drink for today. You have been working so hard all this time. I will drive for today. "

I was surprised by these words. By the way I was given a chance to take a good rest, I didn't worry about thinking why he was doing a favour for me. I gulped the beer while listening to music which was played at the restaurant.

It was feeling good. It's the first time in an year I got a opportunity to relax.

I was feeling tired and drowsy, yet I could see him sipping the beer slowly sitting in front of me.

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