Even if you don’t love me

the first time I saw you was in your sister's kitchen when you walked in,startling me. you were so intimidating,hostile and rude I had choked on the water in my mouth ,the glass cup slipped off cutting my feet. honestly back then I hadn't feel a tinge of pain because the the only thought that raced through my head was how to escape to my room I remember the day my mother had come to visit, bringing me new clothes and a pyjamas with many buttons...the buttons that would later be flung scattered on the floor because you had tugged at my pyjamas trying to kiss me...I pushed you away my entire being shocked ****** starting the semester by staying at her rich friends apartment 18 year old elizabeth Gilbert a college freshman, religious,studious and hardworking has her goal set in life; achive her dreams,and marry her beloved boyfriend. but no one seem to have told her this friend of hers has a certain bipolar,enigmatic and curt brother who is hell bent on testing her patience