Betrothed to the Prince of Darkness

To all the people I could have been betrothed to,my ancestors thought it will be wise to give me to the blood thirsty monster. Then I thought I hated him for suddenly coming into my life and crumbling it down... So what is all this familiar feeling I always have when am around him... Why is everything in this blood forest so familiar to me... Why are all this dreams I can't remember but are so familiar to me at the same time?... So many questions without a single trace of answers.