Selfish Man

Azka... let go.... I can't breathe." said Zia trying to free Azka's arm.

"You have to promise not to leave me." Azka said after loosening his grip on Zia.

"Why do I have to promise that even we have only known each other for 1 week, and you madly want to marry me who is already engaged," said Zia while showing her left hand to Azka which had a ring or rather a ring mark, because Zia's engagement ring was missing. didn't realize it. Even though Zia already thinks of Azka as a brother who loves his sister, but it turns out that this assumption has been wrong.

"We should have been married three days ago if your fake fiancé didn't know my base and almost kidnapped you from me, your ring finger would have put our wedding ring on." said Azka while kissing Zia's left hand, as if he was the one who was separated from Zia and there were other men who wanted to take Zia away from him, even though it was a fact.

"Azka he just wants to save me because he thinks you are the one who wants to kidnap me from him, why are you twisting the facts?" said Zia who was a little annoyed.

Then Azka left Zia's room and locked it. She didn't want to get emotional and hurt her favorite wife, even though for the past 3 years Azka had been desperately holding back the longing, just wanted to hug Zia and only wanted Zia to always be by her side, because Zia is a wife even though she is betel. , and will become his legal wife in 3 days, Azka loves Zia more than anything in this world of course after her love for Allah, even though Azka has not become a very good person and her prayers and worship are sometimes still hollow. Azka really believes that Allah has made Zia for him, let Azka be selfish for things related to Zia. Even when Zia defended her fake fiancé, Azka's heart felt very hot and jealous.

"O Allah, am I wrong because I have defended my future husband, who was insulted by a foreigner? O Allah, I just want to try to be a good future wife, O Allah, forgive me, give me instructions, in fact my life is full of trials, this is proof that I am a servant. You are the one who deserves to be tested by you, in fact you will not give a burden that is beyond the limits of your weak servant, O Allah, I really am in doubt about who this servant is, forgive me, heal the pain in my heart and head This is what I don't know why, and I come out of that doubt, give me a hint, verily, you are the God who sets the heart, turns the heart and benefits this weak heart, amen." said Zia after finishing praying after the dawn prayer.

Zia is very confused why Azka has not opened the door since last night Zia has tried to open the door but it is locked from the outside, actually Zia wants to run away from here but besides this mission, she said that on the 5th floor the windows are also trellised so it is not possible to escape, Zia is like a bird in a cage Only gold can die of boredom because it cannot fly freely even though the facilities here are very luxurious.

Elsewhere, Azka is busy scolding her assistant and all the missionaries for almost losing Zia a few days ago.

"You guys know that my wife was almost kidnapped 3 days ago, don't think I'm just standing still, you guys just want to, tighten security don't let my wife out of this mission, you have to keep an eye on her 24 hours, otherwise I'll kill your family. one by one." Azka said sadistically.

"Forgive me sir, we are sorry, we will tighten the guard and will take good care of the lady 24 hours." said Roni, who was tired of the service with his body shaking with fear, at the intimidating aura of his master.

Azka then left them all, and headed to Zia's room she forgot that she locked her room last night, and Azka missed Zia.

Actually Azka has 2 personalities, the first personality is warm and loving and the second personality is sadistic, evil and selfish. even though with 2 personalities, Azka still loves Zia very much even though in a different way according to the personality that appears. this is only known by his grandfather and the psychotherapist who has treated him for the last 3 years and because Azka has managed to recover and can control his emotions even though sometimes his personality can be different but he can still be controlled and aware of his actions.

"Zia ... I miss you right...," Azka said flatly, hugging Zya who was still wearing a mukenah on the floor lying sideways on a prayer rug, Azka immediately barged in after opening the door.

"Azka... Zia said weakly.... Zia is thirsty... Zia's head hurts...", Zia spoke very weakly in pain.

"You ate late, last night you didn't eat?, the waiter quickly got food and medicine from the doctor yesterday for my wife....," Azka said flatly and sounded fierce and firm but attentive to Zia.

"Yes sir." said Roy, one of the servants who followed azya earlier.

How Zia wants to eat last night even Azka's door is locked, sometimes jealousy can make someone who is smart becomes stupid.

"Y... Zia's head hurts." Zia said weakly while leaning on Azka's chest because Azka hugged her from the start when she entered Zia's room earlier.

"Patience, dear, I'm sorry....," said Aska who regretted and showered Zia's head with kisses, then lifted Zia's body onto the bed and corrected her position again so that she could hug Zia and occasionally massaged Zia's head trying to ease the pain. which the woman suffered.

Fortunately, at times like this, Azka's personality has changed into a loving Kaa, not a selfish Azka.

After the waiter came to bring food and medicine, Azka slowly fed Zia even though it was only 3 spoons because in the fourth spoon Zia almost cried begging Azka to stop feeding her, Aska relented and didn't force Zia to eat the food again, a small argument ensued when Azka told Zia take medicine.

"Zia doesn't like Pait ka... Zia doesn't want to take medicine." said Zia pleading not to be forced to take medicine.

"Zia doesn't want to take the medicine, how do you want to get better? He said Zia's head hurts? Zia has to take medicine." said Azka trying to persuade Zia to take her medicine.

While Zia just shook her head and covered her mouth with her hands, showing that she didn't want to take medicine.

"Okay, if Zia doesn't want to take the medicine, just let Kaa drink it, see if you take medicine it doesn't hurt." said Azka while putting Zia's medicine into her mouth and chewing it then took water and approached Zia and hugged Zia and pressed her lips to Zia's lips then transferred the medicine that had been chewed to Zia.

"Azka, how come Zia is evil, right, she said that Zia doesn't want to take medicine,... sob..sob..hisk...," said Zia, who was shocked by Azka's treatment earlier, causing the drug to be swallowed, Zia was like a 5-year-old child crying because forced to take drugs.

You're still the same as you used to be, always whiny and spoiled when you're sick, but I always like your attitude, said Azka while tightening Zia in a hug and smiling sincerely that Zia couldn't see.