I WANT YOU HERE WITH ME

As an experienced man himself, he knew what happened to her and what made her uncomfortable.

His sister was too innocent for that rough alpha…

Once they arrived at home, Daniel went to his room and took something, after that he approached his sister in the kitchen, as he threw something toward her.

"Use that next time he comes again," Daniel said lightly, but there was a smirk on the corner of his lips.

"Hm?" Hope didn't know what her brother meant with that and looked at the small cube in her hand.

It took a while for her to understand what it was and once she realized it, red color spread on her face and neck like wildfire.

'Damn you, Daniel!'.

"What do you mean with this?!" Hope screamed to cover her embarrassment, while Daniel was laughing to see her reaction.

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Hope was mortified to see the small thing in her hand, it was a small cube, the size of half of her palm.

"Don't you know what is that?" Daniel teased her and then read it out loud, as he explained it shortly. "This is lubricant for sex."

'I know that he is a professional gynecologist and has an active sexual life, but how could he talk to his own sister so casually like this?!' That was beyond her.

Daniel laughed again when he watched how Hope's face burned red, until the tip of her ears.

"You are eighteen already, this is time to talk about this," Daniel said with a shrug, he was completely fine to talk about sex with Hope without any discomfort, but it did not apply to Hope.

"Stop it, I don't want to talk about it."

Daniel put the lubricant in Hope's hand again and let her to keep it. "You will need it."

Hope pushed the lubricant back to his hand, as if the small cube burned her hand. "No, why would I need this thing?" her voice was small and shaking, she was embarrassed.

Daniel sighed. "Look. He will come back to claim you again and do you think you can handle that? You said it yourself that he did it roughly. So, if you can't avoid it, you better be prepared for it." He shrugged his shoulder at his own statement.

That was true, if Hope can't avoid it, the only thing that she needed to do was preparing herself for what would come to her.

However, Hope bit her lips and growled at him. "You are being ridiculous!" She kicked her brother's shin for talking nonsense and rushed out of the kitchen and went to her bedroom.

"Aw!" Daniel grimaced, jumping in one leg. "You said you don't want it, but you take the lubricant with you," he grumbled.

On the other hand, Hope spent the rest of the afternoon in her bedroom. She put the lubricant in her drawer, but then she took it and stared at it for a while, before she put it back again, groaning.

'What should I do now? I hate to admit it, but what Daniel said is true. If I can't avoid him, it is better if I make myself comfortable.'

Hope bit her lip, she blushed every time she thought about it.

And when night fell, she took the lubricant to her adjoint bathroom.

"Should I apply this?" she muttered to herself. "Daniel said he will do it again at least five times a week." Heated rushed in her veins when she thought about it.

Hope opened the package and then pressed the small tube inside of it, which produced cold gel in her finger.

She grimaced. 'I have never used something like this.'

Now Hope realized that her sex life was literally non exist before she met with Lucien.

'How should I do this?'

Hope was only on her bra and undies, which she needed to take off her black panties in order to apply the cold gel in her finger. She bit her lip, nervous.

In the end, she took off her panties and slowly smeared the gel on her private part, the sensation made her shuddered.

This was also the first time for her to touch herself like this and because of it, she was forced to close her eyes, as her finger moved deeper to feel the heat in her body.

"Ah…" She remembered how Lucien had touched her that night and this made her imagination turned wilder. She imagined this was his rough hand that touched her, though it was not the same.

Right at that time, when she explored the thing that she had never known before about herself, someone opened the door of her bathroom, which made her jolted in surprise.

"What are you doing?!"

It was the alpha. Lucien was standing in the door frame, his dark eyes that could be seen through the hole from his mask, glaring at Hope viciously, especially when he learned what she was doing to herself. He growled.

"What do you think you are doing?!" his voice was darker than his eyes, as he marched toward Hope.

"Oh!" Hope let out a moan.

She was startled because Lucien was there all of sudden, but more so when he rushed to approach her with such scary demeanor. She accidentally touched her G spot, since her finger was still inside of her, as she explored herself.

And her moan was proven not a good sign for the alpha, as this elicited the lust inside of him. The lust for his mate.

"No…" Hope said in small voice when his burning hand grabbed her wrist, she could feel the spark from their skin to skin contact.

Hope flinched and backed away until her back bumped into rough bark. Stepping closer, Lucien cupped her breast and pressed his lips against hers. His tongue pushed past her lips and roamed her mouth.

The alpha kissed his cheeks, jaw and eyelid, as Hope drew in a sharp breath.

Lowering his head, Lucien sucked on the tip of her breast, like a hungry beast.