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"Then you have to never exist"

"For your mum to be around, you have to never exist" his father said.

"w-wh-what do you mean?" little Abe asked with tears in his eyes.

It's a surprise his small eyes could still produce tears with how much he's been crying.

" You heard me boy *burp* let me tell you something you don't know" Mr Fredrick said drunkenly

" You were never supposed to be born, your sister was enough I *burp* always told your mother but she wouldn't listen... She was so stubborn.

She wanted a companion for your sister, she didn't want her to be lonely and stuff.

She was always yapping about that.”

" After she gave birth to your sister *burp* the doctor already confirmed that the chances of your mother's womb being able to carry a baby was 50/50, but miraculously she became pregnant after 5 years and I was happy, happy for us but also scared *burp*.

My fear overcame my happiness and I begged her to abort it, with everything in the world I begged her, I even explained the implications to her and the doctor also estimated a 70/30 *burp* chances of survival for the mother and child, but she still went on with it.

Luckily she and the baby survived but at the expense of her own health.

She had Postpartum Infections, and Cardiomyopathy, why did you think your mother was always weak *burp* and always looking pale? It's all because of you!!!" Mr Fredrick explained

"You took my wife away from me!!! If she never had you, s..she'd still be alive... you caused this, and here you are praying for her to come back ahhhh"

" N..no it's n..not me. It's n..no..not my fault" Abe said with shaky voice

" Then whose is it? uhn? whose fault is it? you little murderer" Mr Fredrick said as he gripped Abe by the neck.

" I-i i don't kn-" a heavy slap to the face interrupted little Abe

" Shut up! Shut the f–k up!! I don't want to hear another word" Mr Fredrick shouted

"Now get inside and go to your room *burp*, I don't want to see your face"

Little Abe scurried away into his room crying.

He still couldn't believe how all this was his fault.

What happened that day forever imprinted in his mind forever.

***** *Back to the present*

Abe would never forget that night. How would he ever forget the pains he felt that night?

He had never felt anything like that before.

He had cried throughout the night.

He fainted the next morning, but luckily his sister had come to check up on him or else it would have been worse.

She had also cried throughout the night but she knew she had to take care of her brother, he was her responsibility now.

Her mother had always said "Tash love!! no matter how hateful you brother acts, you must always love him okay"

"He's still young and he doesn't know anything so you must teach and guide him, for when I'm gone, he will become your responsibility and you must take care of him"

At that time she didn't understand what her mother had always meant, but now she understood and she must fulfil her mother's wish.

She was almost scared to death when she got to her brother's room and found him lying on the floor not responding to her calls.

Fortunately he had just fainted so he woke up after she poured a bowl of water on him and shaked him like a rag doll.

He fell sick for 6 months, only getting better after he made her promise him she would never leave him.

She would always tell him it's not his fault but his father on the other hand had always made sure to remind him every now and then about how his mother's death was his fault and how he was a monster and a murderer.

"ohh I think I know enough about the reality of life already" Abe said

"There is nothing more to the reality of life than the one you showed me that night, and the one you've always showed me"

"You're still a child, you know nothing and I'm not going to have this pointless conversation with you.

I'm going to work and I want you gone before I come back.

Don't even think about coming back for any reason until you're no longer a failure.”

“At least for once in your goddamn life, prove to me that you're more than a killer”

" A killer? I really shouldn't have expected more from you. But yeah I'll leave, ohhh I'll go pack right now.

You really don't know how happy I am to leave, but there is one thing you should know Mr Fredrick....the failure of a product can only be blamed on the manufacturer "

(Author's note: it's going to take a while before I get to the erotic parts, please be patient.

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