10: Why am I doing this?!! *18+*

"You idiot!" I yelled when he finally realized what he had done and got off of me, "How could you do this to me?!" I asked as he stumbled through my room, I watched him gasp for air and started to become concerned.

"Jungkookie?" I asked a little softer seeing him fall over and try to crowl his way to the door, did it hurt him to claim someone? Is it because we weren't having sex before we did it?

"Y...n..." Jungkook kept gasping and started whimpering, was he having a panic attack?? "What's going on?!" I yelled running over to him, i knelt down next to him and tried to calm him down.

I think he was having a panic attack because the moment he saw the blood running down my arm and shoulder freaked out completely and started pushing me away and tried to get away from me.

"Jungkook!" I exclaimed as he tried to run away from me, he pretty much succeeded until he got to the door and somehow forgot how to open it. So instead he ran over to the window.... WHAT?

"What the fuck are you thinking?!" I exclaimed going to him, but most of my body hurt so much and it felt like I was burning in a fire, so I was significantly slower then him and he managed to jump out.

I knew there was a tree and that he could get down easily without hurting himself, but in this condition he shouldn't go outside.

I decided that I couldn't go after him like this and went down stairs to look for my other brothers, I found Taehyung pretty easily since he was walking up to my room.

"Y\n what the fuck?!" He asked as I almost collapsed in his arms, "Jungkoo- he ran away and I don't know where." I said frantically barely able to keep myself up, "Did he mark you??" Taehyung asked, I was only able to nod before everything went black.

(About an hour later)

Taehyung's perspective:

When I found Y\n I immediately took her back to her bedroom and went downstairs to find Jimin hyung, we decided that he'd take care of Y\n here while I went to look for Jungkook.

Y\n said he ran away after he marked her, so he probably had a panic attack and thought running away was the best option.

I walked through the streets of Seoul absolutely freezing cold, I forgot my coat and only had a pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt on.

Suddenly I bumped into someone's chest and almost fell over, "Hey." I heard, luckily he caught me and I immediately exclaimed, "Oh thank god!" I embraced him tightly, "Where have you been Jungkook-ah?! I was so worried, seriously, running away like that wasn't cool."

"Excuse me?" He asked, before this man sounded exactly like jungkook, but he sounded nothing like him. "Huh??" I asked exiting the embrace, I froze in fear completely seeing who it was.

"Hello? What happened Kim?" He asked, "H-hoseok?" My legs started trembling as he held onto my waist.

"Yes, its me, what are you doing here?" Hoseok said somewhat softly, he let one of his hands softly caress my head then cupped my cheek. Was he caring?

I somehow allowed myself to whimper in fear and I couldn't move at all, this was the most stupidest thing someone like me can do. Hoseok was one out of two of the Jung families rulers, though the Yakuza clan was the most powerful Mafia clan in Korea. The Jung clan was right behind us and far more ruthless and deadly, we operate through fear and our businesses are big and well known. They are more discreet, and they kill anyone who crosses them.

"Hey, calm down. You're not in the Jung territory, I won't hurt you and we're not currently enemies," Hoseok said lifting up my chin, "What's got you so worked up?" He asked with a sweet smile, what's going on?

"M-my brother ran away, I was looking for him." I somehow managed my voice to leave my lips, "Oh, I just saw him. Jungkook right?" He asked, "How did you know?" I asked trying to escape from his grip.

"He was covered in blood, kind of hard to miss. I think he got into a fight with someone because he was stumbling around and looked like he was having a stroke. I wanted to take him to a hospital but he ran off when he saw me." Hoseok explained taking my hand to guide me to here he saw him.

"Why am I blushing?" I asked in my head, this was really different from the last time I saw him.

"He ran that way, I would offer to help but considering how he acted just seeing me I don't think he'll take it well if I'm with you." Hoseok explained pointing at a food court, hopefully he's sitting down somewhere and it's easy to find him.

"Thank you, Hoseokssi." I thank him and was about to leave to continue looking for my brother, but was stopped when Hoseok continued talking.

"Hey, so, um, m-my birthday is in a few days. Do you maybe want to come? I know my brother already talked to yours about it but I don't know if Jiminssi would bring you with him or even go at all." Hoseok rubbed the back of his neck, shyly? This keeps getting weirder and weirder.

"Like you said, Jiminie hyung might not let me go, but if I can I'll see you there." I said, not lying at all. There was a chance that Jimin might not let me go incase it's a trap, but Hoseok seemed to be kinder then I thought. Maybe it was just clan hatred.

"I'll see you there then, good luck finding your brother." Hoseok siad with a handsome smirk.

What is going on? Why am I blushing so much?? Was I maybe reacting to his pheromones??? But I've only ever reacted to Jungkook's alpha pheromones, this is confusing😩

I went into the food court and luckily found Jungkook in one of the bathrooms desperately trying to wash the bloody off of himself, he was crying and breathing heavily and sobbing a little.

"Jungkookie!" I exclaimed and suddenly he started whimpering and backing away from me, luckily for me he tripped and fell ove this own two feet, and I was able to get to him before he ran away again.

"Come on, Jungkookie. Its just me, there's no need to be afraid." I threw my leg over his waist and he buried his face into my chest excepting I wouldn't let go.

"She looks like a blue parrot, would you come fly to me? I want some good day, good day, good day, good day. Looks like a winter baer, you sleep so happily. Wish you some good night, good night, good night." I started singing his favourite lullaby, I had to sing it twice before he calmed down completely. And that wasn't even calmed down.

"Come on, let's go home Jungkookie." I tried to say but he just begged me not to, "No, please hyung! I can't go back now...."

"I know where you're coming from, I'd be ashamed too. But you can't stay here forever..."

"Please hyung, I thought I could down if I ate something but it got worse! Let's go to a hotel?"

"It got worse because everyone was staring at you most likely, you look like you've just murdered someone. Let's just calm you down and clean you up, then we'll try again okey?" I offered and luckily he didn't resist, he was still shaking uncontrollably and I ended up cleaning most of Y\n's blood from off his body.

I told him to remove his white dress shirt and turn it inside out, wearing it like that the blood stains looked like flowers, he wore black sweatpants so blood stains weren't visible there.

He managed to remove his shirt but couldn't figure out how to turn it around, I did it for him and he put it on again. His hands were shaking to much for him to button it up so I did that too.

Before buttoning all of them I softly kissed Jungkook's chest and made my way up hoping it'd help, I continued kissing and sucking onto his skin while buttoning his skin and his breathe seemed to calm down.

I left two buttons unbuttoned and continued kissing him while he held my waist, we heard the door opening but to be honest I didn't really care and didn't stop.

"That is just wrong." I heard Hoseok's voice, suddenly I started caring and stopped immediately, "Hoseok??" I questioned and Jungkook automatically became protective.

"N-no, calm down." I said putting my hand on his, "You know what? It's none of my business, you wanna makeout with your brother that's fine. I just need to pee." Hoseok siad and ignored my eyes completely, before he couldn't take his eyes off of mine but now he seemed upset.

What am I saying?! He's not upset! Do I have a crush on him or something?! Why would he be mad??????? I remember when we were friends back in middle school, and he would act similar. But that was so long ago

"It's not what it looks like." I tried to make excuses, it was exactly what it looked like. I was making out with my step brother and for someone who didn't know how normal this was for us it was perfectly understandable to be a bit disturbed.

"I really dont want to know." Hoseok said pushing past me to go to the urinals.

"Taehyungie, why are you trying to explain? Let's just go." Jungkook said, pulling at my shirt, "But-"

"No, we're leaving." Jungkook ordered, "I'm just here to pee, I'm going home soon so don't bother." Hoseok said, turned away from us while emptying his bladder.

"I-" I tried so hard not to die of embarrassment while Jungkook just kept pulling at me to leave.

"What the fuck Tae?!" Jungkook almost raised his voice after we had left the bathroom, we were still at the door though.

"Let's just go...." I said hanging my head down, he grabbed my neck and squeezed it tightly. I could feel all eyes on us.

"You know what? I don't want to talk to you, I didn't in the first place. Thanks for the lullaby." He said letting me go and walking off into the distance, I figured he wouldn't leave the food court for a while knowing that he always eats when hes sad or scared. So I allowed myself to lean against the wall to catch my breath.

"Why is your makeout buddy so upset?" Hoseok asked, please tell me he didn't see that.

"Why do YOU seem so upset? Like you said it's none of your business. And for your information we aren't related at all and have been fuck buddies for years since my sister started her first heat, it was just hard to control our alpha urges so we used each others bodies so we aren't deprived. That way the chance of raping her was a lot lower. Ugh, why am I trying to justify myself?? It's none of your business." I tried to turn away from him, but I couldn't leave. Luckily he said something and I had an excuse to stay, if only I had left because listening to this was not a good idea.

"Mm? I live with an omega too, think I deserve to use you too?" Hoseok smirked, shit.

I was reacting to his pheromones, I started leaking slick. I could see four alphas staring at me, one of them even got up and was about to come over to us.

But Hoseok put his arm over my waist and death glared at him, making the other alphas get the idea too, this is mortifying.

"I'll take that as a yes." He said pulling at my waist indicating he wanted me follow him, I for some reason did and he was heading to a small ramen place.

We sat down at the furthest most out of sight table, he sat at the far end while I sat on the other side.

Soon a waiter came and we ordered, once she left I could see him doing something underneath the table. He looked up at me with yet another smirk and lifted one of his hands frpm underneath the table, he patted it and said, "Come sit on daddy's lap."

Why am I suddenly unable to say no?

I shyly got up and started moving to the other side, I realized that his dick was out and froze.

Not for long though, he pulled at my arm and forced me to sit down on his lap, "Lift," Hoseok demanded pulling at my sweatpants waistband.

I obeyed and somehow I allowed him to pull my sweatpants down, he very gently took my dare ass in his hands after I sat down on his lap again.

"If I knew it was this easy to get you like this I would've done this so long ago." Hoseok whispered into my ear, he very slowly started inserting his member into me.

"How are you doing this to me?...." I whispered still unable to move away, normally I wouldn't even have allowed Jungkook to do this in public, or I'd at least make him go into a bathroom. Why am I allowing someone like Hoseok to do this?

"Come closer." He whispered into my ear pulling at my waist, once he pulled me back I moaned slightly but inhaled my words not wanting to alert anyone else in the restaurant. His cock is so big and now it was completely inside of me.

"Let's see if you can stay quiet."