Chapter 5

UNFAITHFUL HUSBAND

He went back to the U.K, and we continued our distant marriage. He was making all the money for our kids and I, to spend anyhow we wanted, but I was the only one raising the kids. All the hospital visits, the sleepless nights, the school issues, watching them grow, being there for them, the milestones, he wasn't witnessing any, except the occasional video clips I send to him, from time to time. In all these, I never stopped loving and trusting him, I never doubted him nor cheated on him. I didn't create the room for any man to want me in that way, it was only my husband and my husband alone.

Because of my constant complain of how much I miss him, he started coming back once a year, instead of twice a year, his 6 weeks was reduced to 4 weeks, but I accepted it that way. It was better to be seeing him once a year than once in 2 years.

My husband knows how much I love sex, I do not joke with it, my body longs for it, I have exhausted all the toys in the market, trying to calm my nerves, while I wait for him.