Sin is thy name

Throughout these millions of years, he had obliterated and distorted thousands of planets, killing almost an unimaginable number of living different living beings in the cosmos it wasn't confirmed nor had the distinct characteristics of any kind of gender, those who survive and witness its destructive power felt that it might be male for it traits are directly connected to the male gender because of its violent reasoning,

it can change in any shape, size, and form but it never thought of doing it because it was pointless and has no practical use,

but after a hundred years it decided to test its ability and transformed into different entities that it was able to see and encounter after countless variations it saw that the level of benevolence and fear was far greater if it had a masculine humanoid shape.

after roaming different worlds it has to gather significant information concerning knowledge within each world, but some inhabitants of these old worlds were able to foretell and wrote scriptures about its awakening and arrival, some believed these and even made proper arrangements to protect or defend their word base on its reaction, other took it as a story to scare their young ones to be obedient.

as soon as it manifested on any planet many of its scholars and leaders tried everything to gain any response to their question even devoting all of their resources to converse with it, knowing that it understood their anguish and fear as millions of those being begging to spare their home and their life, but like the rest, they too failed.

soon develops a curiosity toward what was beyond its primary command, it was able to reach and even question the situation and events around it, it felt something different, it was entertained, and made it notice the small things around and made a firm confirmation that it wanted to be acknowledged and be refired as a male because of the information it gathered that a certain male figure was the major characteristic of a powerful being, thus it now referred to itself as male,

thus after developing certain emotion that was new to its basic knowledge, once again decided to understand these so-called emotions, it wanted to learn and understand what was its purpose beyond killing and destroying anything that it deemed to be.

as he stood alone watching the change in the universe, a new era of nirvana flowed everywhere in space knowledge and technology grew to the extent where new gods emerge to seek power over those who they think were weaker than them.

The multitude of dying stars consumed the blackness of space when he gets mad, and new planets emerge from his wake as new life forms flourished, but it was seen as evil and a manifestation and embodiment of death himself, everything that will die by its touch In the universe, he was called by many names but one name was used by countless surviving beings that made them tremble in fear and that name was

Omega, the end of all things

different types of beings across the vast universe gave their utmost attention to capturing it for they found that killing him was futile and pointless. and they were all convinced that if they use all their advanced technology, power, and resources they could retrain him here on an artificial planet created to just stop him from fulfilling his task.

Under millions of tons of solid rock and molded metal, there are millions of advanced living organisms banded together to ensure their survival, some calling themselves lords, masters, kings, overlords, creators, and even some a god.

because of its curiosity toward those so-called powerful races and old empires, it wanted to understand why do they keep insisting on stopping his function, and wanted to see all their effort, he willingly came down from the sky walked casually, and went into their trap, and made them think they have captured him.

Trapped inside a prison built solely to keep him inside, the sounds of heavy artillery around were making him even more annoyed as more different types of the race now inhabit and roamed this once solitary prison, those being feared his power so believed that their technology could harvest his power for their personal use tons of advance machine was plug and ran across this artificial planet as these beings created a massive tower to channel his energy toward the other planets that made receivers to power their home worlds

so after eons of resting, he thinks it was time to resume his task

he could hear all of their voices as they constantly tell the tale where they were able to capture him, generation to generation stories ever-changing fit their glory was like their fuel, and addiction.

he created a dummy vessel with enough of his energy to elude detection that he was no longer inside their impregnable and god-sealing contraption, to continuously power their worlds was just a mere blink of his thought. but having the power to end all things in the universe made him create a more visually entertaining solution that he think a proper thing to do.

so he finally decided to select a life form to whom he shall take form and once again roam the universe but now secretly moving unnoticeable in the watchful eyes of those who thought were able to subdue him. and leave this hole without all living entities waging a personal vendetta and conflict in the cosmos to follow his every move. after getting all his thought together he decided to step out of my confinement and head toward a small primitive very interesting little blue planet.

he decided to refashion my being to fit among those he saw to be normal. it took him a lifetime to gather enough information to act and be like these life forms they call themselves human beings. he came to this world at the dawn of their primitive life, he watched them grow and witness their evolution, and even saw their darkness and glory.

thousands of years passed in a blink of an eye, like any other world across the void of space their hunger for power consumed them thus creating a new type of living being molded by circumstance and time. he wages a leisurely quarrel among the inhabitants of these new worlds, he finds them amusing and captivating their very being was a mere speck of dust in the air, but their resiliency made him wonder why live and miserably hold on to uncertainty, but he never once tried to destroy what made him wonder in delight.

once again he fell into that interpersonal argument a choice to end this world or watch them until the there faith intertwines with him. so he had to gain information from what they call the web. it was a small human-made machine that soon became their ruling information gatherer from the past eon of human evolution.

the smell of corroded oil woke him up, the damp rustic walls of his room were an improvement from before, and having the luxury to move without being noticed was like wine. he has grown accustomed to life here on earth for a small planet he finds it enchanting and colorfully captivating to see. Humans are amazing creatures unlike the others he has seen, they could go beyond what others presume about each individual that they encounter in their lifetime.

like these beings he too was compelled to join their unusual life of bitter-sweet days, after a millennium as a human he was already finding that life even among the weakest lifeforms was quite amusing. his human age must be around what they call adult the fact that he gets asked by females to go out with them,

was a sign that he was at that prime age as a human being. it was the month of February and it was 14 days, he attended a human ritual for mating, which humans call speed dating sadly he still hadn't properly understood yet, interacting with the female gender on this planet changed drastically, every couple of decades their manner and way of thinking would transform but still retain the root of their true personality,

it was confusing hard but at time entertaining.

he wanted to enter this so-called marriage but after seeing the miserable state of a few thousand humans he just gave that idea a more time, he witness countless conflicts between races, cultures, beliefs, and now even within their bloodline.

he silently moves from different places, learning so many things about this planet and everything that happened to it and its inhabitants, individuals that witness his strange appearance become obsessed with finding out the truth about a man who was seen in so many historical books and documented stories about a living god that still walk the earth and was pretending to be mortal, he finds it amusing and entertaining but knew reviling his identity will eventually ruin his fun and end his pursuit of knowledge.

so he gave himself certain rules to live by, and it was too many to recall because he had to change those sets of rule depending on the current human standards, he didn't want to end another civilization because he wasn't able to control his temper, now hearing the name Atlantis makes him recall that shame.

so living like them was more interesting, he heard from one elderly woman that making today have too much drama on their plate, and that new form of language and dialect still eluded his understanding so he had to educate himself about this generation's culture, rituals, and customs.

like the female human that was physically touching and seducing him by casually grabbing his arm signs that she wanted to mate, for the very first time he was interacting with them in a personal manner, her name was Alexa Davenport a working college student here in this very city, she was drinking out of anger toward her so-called womanizing boyfriend.

it was a feeling that twisted his very being, and in a brief moment we became one. she was the one who came up to me a ask my name, it was the very situation that I wasn't fully prepared to answer so I had to come up with a suitable human name.

he told her his name was Magnus, she giggled for a while and said what a weird name, but soon after she held my hand and ask me to accompany her while she gets drunk, and even told him that he look cute and very masculine and from her smell, she was deeply intoxicated. as he sat there listening to her while she drank her emotion away,

so she decided to get even with him and pick out a good-looking guy and sleep with him, so she picked me for that particular activity. she was very forceful and ask him to take her home to my place and sleep with her.

he was still baffled by what she meant that she sleeping with him, so he took her home surprisingly, his home was situated a few floors above the very place she was drinking, and he finds the melodic heavy sounds that came from this so-called bar relaxing. so he took her by the arm and went to his small room and let her sleep there. soon as he was going to place her frail soft body in his bed, she turned her head around and kissed him on his mouth her tongue performed an array of movements that will lead him into a human emotions trance that he never knew he had.

after a few more human mating activities she finally lost consciousness because of all the human movement that she did while on top of him as dwelled on what just transpired. till the very moment the sun rises, he was still looking at her and wondering.

with the help of the world wide web, he was able to gain information on human relationships, from so-called human life experts. he had human partners before but all of them lacked what he felt in this girl named Alexa, he even had partners from different places, races, and even different plains of existence supernatural beings that made earth their permanent home.

but she was different and very unusual in so many ways. it only takes me a single touch for me to know anything from or beyond this realm, but it never came to me to act on it while we were still talking downstairs in the bar last night. and today I felt the eagerness to be with her longer.

she woke up with shyness and gradually stood up and ask what time it was, I took the liberty to make a small morning meal just to be humanly polite, she was a bit shy to even answer me back, she was now in a calm manner, unlike last night, so from what learned from my life here I acted in a manner of a gentleman and ask he to have breakfast and after that, it would be my pleasure to accompany her back to her place.

she smiled back and in a low tone she said yes, we had coffee and a seemingly casual small talk she was still regretfully shy over what happened last night, she even explained the reason why she did that, and insisted that wasn't her true nature, I knew that very well even before she said anything to me. but I just sat there and listened to her talk. it took us about haft an hour to come before she manage to have the courage to say " so what happens now? " she murmured as she sip her last remaining coffee.

he smiled back and said 'let's take it slow' he got that from a book written by a tall balding man that was very much associated with a well-known African woman that I once saw in the television machine.

she looked at me and once again giggled and stood up and walked toward me shook my hand and kissed me on the cheeks and finally said goodbye. as a human I had to respond by saying thank you. I walk her toward my weathered door and I slowly opened it as she walks out I ask her why me? she replied

" you look normal and I can see in your eyes that you are lonely too like me "

she gave me another kiss and a big hug and went on her way, it took a while to feel this new emotion of joy n my chest it was like being pulled from different directions. I rush toward my room window facing the building entrance near the closed bar door. she walked out and looked back at me and for the second time, she smile back at me and gave me what others call a flying kiss.

at that very moment what he didn't realize was that having her near and making him feel these new feelings opened his eyes to care for another person's life.

he decided to change his ways in a manner fit to be with a human girl like her, so having to dress, act think, and even live accordingly and fully be aware of what this generation worship. he love hearing that loud noise so he decided to associate himself with that culture. and having to live like a human being for thousands of years all that accumulated knowledge was centered on just watching them and never getting involved, as the human race evolve till this very day, regretfully his adaptation to their way of thinking was a couple of hundred years late.

two weeks had passed since that meaningful day. he has developed his attitude and moral stand and was happy finally to have a human personality and social background. he now owns the very bar downstairs and got me a bike as seen in a rocker lifestyle magazine he saw and read a day ago.

he wanted to scan the entire city and planet but it would break one of his rules, he just to see her again and with all his human-like capability or some called destiny, he wanted to see her again and was able to slowly adjust his ways to fit normally among the inhabitants here he felt weak and helpless.

it took me more than two hours to roam the streets, and finally, after a vigorous search, I saw her working in a coffee shop near her school, after driving about fifteen minutes eastward near the city's bustling college district.

something was different,

he felt light-headed and happy and my human heart started to beat faster like it was about to explode, for the longest time human emotion has eluded my mind, interacting with the opposite gender tends to get messy in so many ways, it was so complicated I get lost with the woman's logic and reasoning.

Alexa was no different from the rest of the female species that he have mated and encountered, her actions and basic thinking were like the others but someway confusingly different in so many ways too,

he recalled that before he stood and watch as mankind drops the weapon and destroyed the nation that they call the land of the rising sun, just because he wanted to know what went thru there minds.

as everything around him turned into dust and left him wondering what the citizen of that nation felt as they instantly burn to dust and could not even scream in pain because in the blink of an eye they were dead, now he wonders did the beings that he killed felt differently from the one he killed after,

now something was overwhelming his body, even the beat of his human heart changed like it was about to bust open, he silently stared at her while she works, it made his mouth move he saw his reflection in the coffee shop window, and he was smiling.

he wanted to talk to her again so he just walks inside the shop and quietly fall in line and waited for his opportunity, after a few minutes he was standing in front of her, and he could only say a single word and that was

"ah! eh! hello!"

he started to blush and his hand were sweating, Alexa saw his reaction and said

"your order is one large mocha latte with extra foam, your name is Magnus right!"

saying his name made him happy, we now understood what was happening after paying, he waited as she called out his name she gave him a wink and said

"I do hope I wrote your name right?"

Magnus looked at the coffee cup that gave him and saw numbers were also written on it, it was her number with a happy gesture he said his thanks and went on his way, and went home pondering on his next course of action.

he didn't even have the opportunity to drink the coffee thinking it would be such a waste, so every time the coffee would get cold he would just heat it again until the day ends and time moved while staring at the number written down on the cup until the sun finally rises the next day.

these new emotions were making him feel fuzzy inside and hungry, so he finally decides to drink the coffee that Alexa made, and it was filled with so many flavors it was able to fill his body with nourishment, but after a while, he gets reminded of her smile, her smell, and the recall the softness of her skin and it was making him irritable, so he opened his television to entertain his mind a couple of hours suddenly a flash report came in when a piece of news about an unidentified object in the far side of the moon was seen by NASA satellite and expert confirms that it was moving.