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If there was a way I could read someone’s thoughts I’d definitely choose to read Tanaka’s. Now, I know by default I should be interested in Tsi’s,for the sole reason of seeing if I am all she thinks about or she is entertaining thoughts of asking another girl out. But Tsi is more of a very simple person, yes she has her secrets, pains and dark side but when you see Tsi smile, her eyes smile too and you know she really is smiling. Tanaka can be said to be the same too, but there’s a difference. While Tsi is a happy soul who feels deeply whenever she feels, Tanaka has very complicated feelings. You can never understand if she is mad because of what someone did or if she’s mad because of how she feels about it. Her thoughts are an intertwined mess, you can never understand which direction she is coming from or where she is headed, you cannot even play along. I shut my laptop closed so I can pay attention to her and try to understand what she is talking about.