The Steamy Sex

My eyes flutter open as I wake up to the sounds of birds chirping. I lay in bed as I listened to them for a few seconds.

I haven't seen much of Emir, well since the day I told him I didn't want him close to me, I lied because if I didn't lie my hurt wouldn't be hurting this much for not hearing from him. I don't know what I want honestly, the next moment I yearn for him, and the next I'm better off without him.

Today is the day that Amilia, Emir's house help will be showing me around this place. For a fact, I know this house is huge and it will take us almost a day to look around but Amilia said "it will only take a few minutes" which I doubt could be true.

I don't know why I'm still here but I love it. I just don't want to collide with him, well you know who? I haven't been going out for the past three days, Damn it's been three days since I've been here? The past few days have been just eating, sleeping, watching TV and bathing, and repeating.