Everyone thought that Chu Qianli was heartless and never knew what fear was.
But she knew the truth.
The thing she feared most was living without dignity.
Living as lowly as an ant.
This feeling of utter abjection, only one person could ever evoke it in her.
It was him, Feng Yexuan!
That time Feng Yexuan went to Heifeng Cliff, taking risks to save her, Fu Long once asked her a question.
This man cares about her, can protect her, why doesn't she want to stay by his side?
Back then, Chu Qianli herself might have been in turmoil, not having thought things through.
She just knew that she couldn't stay by Feng Yexuan's side.
So now, she finally understood why she couldn't be together with Feng Yexuan.
Because when he was cruel, he was truly vicious!
And she, until she could stand as his equal, had no right to stand tall and straight before him!
What was there to be fond of in a relationship that was not equal at all?