The fight

Lowell 

He is pissed. 

I have never seen Col so upset. I get why he is upset but he doesn't seem to understand where I am coming from. He wasn't here ten years ago. He doesn't know what I have been through. 

"I have to do this Col, I need you to understand and support me,'' I beg him. 

He has been supportive all through, I need him right now to continue being that way. 

"This is insane, do you even hear yourself?'' 

He is shouting, I hate it when people shout at me but I can't do anything right now because I love him so much. 

"Yeah, I might be insane but I am done sitting in the dark. I am done letting people think they can walk all over me. I will get the answers that I need.'' 

"What is the plan, you bring her back to life and kill her again? Is that what you are going to do?'' 

I hate the way he is talking to me right now. 

Calm down, do not get mad.