Chapter : 6

"Y/n that's enough." Ran said as he try to take the glass filled with beer on your hands but you gripped it real tight and looked at him with your half sleepy eyes and flushed face.

"No!" You hiccuped and pointed him, "You! G-Go away—" you hiccuped again, "I-I... I want to forget.. I will drink 'till it kills me.." You mumbled weakly as tears fell from your eyes once again.

Ran wrapped around his arms on you, "Shush. You have to calm down y/n. I'll be sad if you die." He whispered sweetly, soothing you as he motion his brother to prepare a bed for you.

Rindou just nodded not really wanting to see a woman breakdown in front of him. "Take care of her brother. She looks really pitiful." He mumbled before preparing a bed for you.

You sobbed while leaning on Ran's chest as he caress your back, calming you down."H-He should have just tell me.. That he doesn't want me anymore." You cried still feeling hurt and betrayed.

"O-Or he should have just l-lied.." You choked as the lump in your throat feels like piling up, your heart feels like being stabbed and squeezed.

"I-I'll still accept him.. E-Even if he lies. H-He should have just d-deny it. I'll do my b-best to turn a blind eye.." Tears fell harder on your eyes. Ran is just silent letting you rant, not minding his shirt getting soaked.

"I hate him.. I hate him but I love him. I don't know what's wrong with me... I don't see a point in l-living anymore w-without him." You mumbled and Ran's hug tightened.

"How about making me your another reason? Or make me your sole reason to live." Ran said shocking you. You looked at him and he looks so serious.

"W-What do you mean?" You gaped at him.

"I like you. Mind giving me a chance?" He asked while looking into your eyes as he caress your cheeks, his thumb wiping the tears cascading down your beautiful face.

You're flustered but you wrapped your arms around his nape. Maybe... Just maybe he can make me forget. "Kiss me Ran." You mumbled feeling drunk, broken and hoping to find a place to belong once again.

He leaned on you as he kiss your lips gently, the way he kiss you were so gentle. You closed your eyes and answered his kisses. This is how Izana kissed me when he still genuinely love me.

You felt Ran's arms on your waist as he lift you up and carried you on his waist, your legs wrapped around it as his kisses turned deeper and more passionate. You kissed him back intently, your lips biting and nipping each other.

He walked towards his room and you felt the soft matress came in contact with your back. Ran pulled away from the kiss and looked at you. "Y/n, you know what I'm about to do right?" He whispered, not wanting to force you on anything.

"Yes... I know." You said as you hovered your lips on his. "I don't care anymore. Please make me forget Ran. Please ease this pain away." You pleaded.

"You don't have to beg." He said and kissed your forehead before kissing your lips once again, this time the way he desires you can be felt from his kisses, it was rough yet gentle.

Your eyes closed feeling his kisses as his hand caress your waist, lifting it up a little, rubbing your bare tummy. "Ah..." You softly moaned against his lips while kissing him back.

His kisses travelled on your cheeks, down to your jaw as it reached your neck. He was sucking and nipping your skin leaving marks. The way he touch you so gently is making tears fell from your eyes. You're remembering Izana's touches. It's the same but feels different.

"I-Izana... Izana.." You mumbled as tears fell harder from your eyes making Ran stop. The way you called Izana snapped him back to reality.

'Of course it's not me you're thinking about. What the hell am I thinking? Romancing a woman who's drunk and heartbroken.' He thought as he cuss himself in his mind.

"Sorry... I'm sorry y/n." He mumbled before pulling down your shirt as he lay beside you and hugged you real tight as he soothe you again. You just sobbed in his arms as you fell asleep while crying.

Ran sighed, "It's so annoying that I like you so much y/n. What the fuck am I doing? The Haitani Ran who can have any women but look at me going crazy on a woman who's crazy about her ex plus that ex is my gang leader. What a cliche." He mumbled as he leaned on your head, loving how your hair smell as he also drifted to sleep.

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You woke up with your head feeling fuzzy and hurting. "Shit.." You mumbled. "Izana can you get me a glass of water?" You said and tapped the arm that is wrapped around your body like it was the most common thing you do.

"Hm.. Water?"

You flinched hearing a different voice, your eyes immediately opened and welcomed by a long haired man who looks like he just woke up, he's still yawning.

Your eyes widened seeing him half naked as the memories of last night flashed in your mind. "Y-Yeah, right... I ran away home." You mumbled to yourself and turn to Ran who's rubbing his eyes and was about to stand up to get you water but you held his wrists.

"S-Sorry... I-I didn't mean to use you or your feelings. I-I was just—"

"It's fine. I should be the one to apologize for taking advantage of you." He said with an apologetic smile.

"No. I'm sorry Ran. It's my fau—"

You were cut off when he suddenly leaned forward making your face only an inch away from each other. "Don't make me shut that mouth with my lips y/n. Now that I tasted them I can't help but want more so don't try me." He warned and his voice sounded so serious.

"F-Fine just back off a little." You said nervously, feeling a little bit uncomfortable.

"Oh.. Look at you getting nervous. Do you like me too?" He teased.

"N-No! What the hell are you saying?!"

"Ouch. You hurt my feelings babe. You have to kiss the pain away. " he said and acted like he's hurt and pointed his cheek waiting for a kiss.

"No way." You said and looked away.

"That's so ungrateful. After I treated you so sweetly." He sulked like a child who had his candy stolen.

You were not able to say anything as he's really right about what he said. You were about to kiss his cheek making him smile when the door suddenly opened.

"Hey brother breakfast is—oh..." He was cut off seeing you and Ran in that position.

"Should I comeback later or join?" He asked and leaned on the door frame making Ran glare at him. "You motherfucker." He said with a glare making Rindou run for his life while Ran chased him.

You smiled a little because of their cuteness before looking up, "I wonder if Izana ate breakfast already." You mumbled remembering Izana don't really know how to cook. He's making you worried.

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On the other hand, Izana puffed a smoke as he stare at the two women on the bed where you two usually sleep. There are two naked women lying on it, women who he shared a night with in an attempt to not think of you.

'It was good but the way y/n feels different. Her being calms me down.' He thought before looking away as he lean on the veranda's railings. He can't sleep without you beside him, he can't eat properly without you but he can't accept that.

He always try to find a reason to deny you but he can't. It just lead to you leaving him.

"She'll comeback... I know she will." Izana mumbled before putting off his cigarette and going inside, with your memories inside his mind as every corner of his house reminds him of you.