Knock-Knock

I was just standing outside the school entrance gate thinking whether I should go inside or not. If I chose to go inside I might end up with nothing. The only support I have is Iris and I really don't think she is going to last long. 

As I stood there in the corner thinking about my life troubles I saw the other students going inside with a big smile on their faces. 

"Hey did you last night's show?" 

"Of course dude! Who would want to miss such an awesome thing?" 

"True. I like the end part when the main character did the opposite of what we thought he was going to do...!" 

"Even I was a bit overwhelmed but it was expected~~~"

I don't particularly know what show they are talking but from their talk, I can clearly see that they are enjoying it. They are enjoying themselves fully but on the other hand, what am I doing? 

I am just standing here waiting for some predestined misfortune to fall upon me.