Chapter 8: VANESSA

Back then I thought if I was woman enough to join up, then there was nothing I couldn't do. And when he tried reining me in, I'd broken the tethers so to speak and never looked back, well not physically anyway. Emotionally I'd left everything that I was back in that desert with him.

I knew the only reason I'd been able to escape him so easily was because we'd both been called up at the time, and there was nothing he could do. But I had no doubt had we been stateside he would've fought me tooth and nail, and I would've given in.

There were many days and nights in between then and now that I wish I had. When his hand started moving on my body again it was the easiest thing in the world to just turn into him and let him take me. The soreness between my thighs was forgotten along with everything else, I'll think about it tomorrow.

"Put me inside of you." I pulled his body over mine and spread my legs to receive him. At his command I reached down between us and felt his heated length against my palm, stroking it a few times before leading the leaking head to my opening. I was wet and ready for him, like always.

I didn't think of the risk as I felt his fat cockhead split the lips of my sex, didn't think about anything else but him as he pushed all the way in, stopping halfway to let me get used to him. It was always like that, he always had to be careful not to go too deep too fast, though now it seemed I was able to take his whole length easier than I could two years ago.

I started moving with his first stroke, lifting my body up to meet his as he started off nice and slow. It would be so easy to think that the fire had burned down to a cinder, but I knew better. It didn't matter how many times he had me, we were always hot for each other, whether it was the first round or the last.

"Your pussy feels so fucking good baby." I reveled in hearing things like that. Liked knowing that he found such pleasure in being inside me. I added a little twist, tightening my walls around him the way I knew would drive him crazy.

His growl set me off, and then his teeth biting into the same spot as before took me over the edge. He held still while I rode the crest and I knew what was coming next.

As soon as my breathing calmed a little he pulled out and flipped me over onto my stomach, keeping me pressed into the bed with a hand in the small of my back as he surged back into me.

"Oooh." He always went too deep in this position, but I liked the little bite of pain it caused. I felt every ridge of his cock as he fed it to me while straddling my ass. I wanted to get up on my knees to ease the pressure on my organs. "Stay, I want you right there; you hurt?" I nodded my head because I couldn't speak.

"Take it." I didn't have a choice, and didn't need one after the third stroke. "Um, that's it, take my cock like a big girl." Why does his words make me so hot? When he's in me like this I love his caveman, take charge ways.

It's only when the clothes went back on and real life intruded that I had a problem with his way of treating me like the little woman. Now I was enjoying the hell of the way he took me over and fucked me like a man possessed.

By the time he came in me my limbs were all but ready to give out. That's why he had to pick me up from the bed and take me into the shower, where he held me close as the water ran down on our overheated bodies.

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ZAK

I woke with a start until I felt her body next to mine, and the night came rushing back. I didn't have time to be lying around in bed. We were supposed to be letting the men go today.

We couldn't keep them here indefinitely because the army would come looking for the fucks, and since we'd ascertained that they were just patsies, there was really no need to hold them.

How they explained their bruises to their superiors was their problem, and we were hoping that that might lead to something; maybe someone would start talking. Plus we had found a way to make this work for us.

She was still asleep and no wonder. We'd fallen off about three hours ago after an intense night of lovemaking, and she was out cold. I on the other hand was feeling more energetic than I had in quite some time.

Even with all the shit that was going on, having her here, made life seem worthwhile again. The only other thing I was really interested in now, was finding out what, if any part these three played in the death of the only man I'd ever really looked up to as a father figure.

I knew that shit, when it was discovered, was going to cause all hell to break loose, because none of us were gonna let that shit go. But for now I was more than happy to find comfort in her body. It had been a while since I'd had that.

I took a quick shower and got dressed, wondering if I should let her sleep in or wake her up. I'd already disabled her van and had put a tag on her while we were fucking, so she wasn't going anywhere, but would she even try?

I knew she was gonna have to go get her stuff at some point, women hated leaving shit behind for some fucked up reason, but that could wait. I planned on asking the girls to take her shopping for some shit later, to tide her over until. But first we had to make sure it was safe.

I left her and headed for Logan's place since Gaby was making breakfast today. I hope these women never catches on to the fact that we'd basically divvied up kitchen duty between them since they'd got engaged.

If I had to go back to eating the swill my brothers concocted I'd lose my fucking mind. In the last couple of months we've been eating like kings, but now with Dani's morning sickness, which according to Con came at all kind of hours, she wasn't too good around the scent of food, so Gaby had taken up the mantle.

I didn't even know if mine could throw down in the kitchen, we hadn't ever discussed it. Thinking of her staying here, being a part of all this, made my heart do strange things in my chest. It strengthened my resolve not to let her go.

"Hey AWOL, what's got you frowning?" Ty met me halfway from his place to Logan's. I ignored his bullshit, that's one of his many insults, that Connor, Lo and I went AWOL for pussy, I can't wait for his turn to come.

It looked like everyone was getting a late start today because Logan and Gaby both looked like they were fighting to get into their clothes when we walked in.

She had a pretty blush on her cheek so there was no second guessing what the hell had been going on before we showed up, and he was still trying to get his hand on her ass.

"Lo, cut the shit, your time is over buddy, it's eating time now, what's on the menu?" Swear to fuck Ty has problems. He all but shoved me out of the way to get to the table. The others came straggling in with Con holding Dani like she was an invalid.