I Change My Mind

Han Sofia POV,

Mid August 2019,

*piipp

"I'm home ...!", I said when I entered the UN Village house

There was no answer, only the sound of music from the game filled the house.

"Aigo, yeobo! Have you been partying?", I asked surprised to see the the messy living room

"Annyeong Sobi~aah! What's that? Chickeeeeenn!!!", he shouted happily

Shirtless, he ran up to me and took the package I was carrying in my left hand.

"Yeogi, yeogi (here, here)", he invited me to sit beside him

I sighed and walked over to him.

"What are you doing all day, yeobo? Why is it so messy", I asked annoyed

He didn't answer my question, just shrugged his shoulders while showing his gummy smile.

I looked around. On the table were several empty cans of coke, a glass of coffee that was only slightly left, an empty bowl, crumbs of snack and a gloves. Then several packets of snacks were scattered on the floor. Some are still full but some are empty.

"Why did you take your clothes off?", I asked, handing him a black T-shirt that lying on the back of the sofa

"It's very hot today, I'm sweating a lot", he answered while opening the fried chicken package excitedly

"You can open the back door to make it cooler or turn on the air conditioner, can't you...", I said pointing to the glass door and the AC remote on the table

"Ani. It's so troublesome", he replied with cheeks full of chicken

"Then why are all scattered like this?", I asked again

"I'm playing a game, it's so much fun...", he answered sullenly

I sighed, I wanted to be angry, but the face of the man in front of me was so adorable right now. His cheeks full with food and his lower lip slightly forward, his small eyes rounded and blinked innocently.

Well, maybe his fans will be surprised to see him right now. The cool and savage rapper on stage, now looks like an adorable kitten in front of me.

I snorted and shook my head with a small laugh. Then stood up and started picking up the trashes.

"Sobi, we'll clean up later, let's eat first...", he said while chewing his food

"Gwaenchana, I already ate before going home", I replied as I took the dirty glasses and bowls to the kitchen

I was washing some glasses and plates when I heard a loud trot song coming from the living room.

"What is he doing now?", I mumbled

I'm working on my final project therefore almost every day I spend my time on campus and when I come home I will find Yoongi doing weird things that sometimes I never thought before.

Well, his schedule for this month is not as busy as other months. So he can sometimes go home and spend time at home. And yes, sometimes he does silly things that make me sigh and even explode with anger.

Once he took several piles of books to the backyard and left them scattered there. He said that he wanted to read the books but suddenly he felt bored and instead went to play games in his studio.

Then a week ago, he made the toilet on the first floor wet and very slippery, after I asked what happened, he said that he saw a tutorial on making soap bubbles on television and decided to try it himself at home.

And what made me explode with anger was when suddenly he had an idea to start a new hobby, painting. For almost a whole week, canvases of various sizes filled every corner of the backyard. Various colored paints were scattered among the grass and what annoyed me the most was that he always forgot to wash his hands when he entered the house, so there were a lot of paint stains stuck to every object he held. Such as door handles, glasses, refrigerator, dining tables, to television remotes.

However, there are days when he acts otherwise. He can sleep all day and not come out of the room. Sometimes he also spends his time in the studio and doesn't want to be disturbed.

I put clean plates and glasses into the kitchen drawer and took a bottle of mineral water from the refrigerator, took a sip and walked into the living room.

I spouted the water from my mouth when I saw Yoongi was dancing to the dancing game on the television screen. He had put on his t-shirt and was currently moving his hips excitedly following the movements shown on the screen.

"Tititi ... dididi ... didididi .... ", he muttered excitedly

I covered my mouth to hold back my laughter as hard as I could, gosh why is he acting like this, I thought.

I sat on the sofa and was still holding back my laughter when he started jumping up and down while imitating the sound of the game.

"Boing... boing... boing... aaaaaaa it worked! Yeeessss!", he shouted in a shrill voice when the score appeared on the screen

"Aigoo!!", I said laughing and clapping

"Huh? Sobi, you see? I beat my own score, daebak! I'm really good at dancing", he said proudly while showing off his gummy smile

I just nodded and pointed my thumbs at him.

"Come on Sobi, play with me", he asked

"Ani. I'm tired", I replied shaking my head

"Ah, you're not fun", he said shaking his head and wrinkled his nose

"Don't you have a practice schedule?", I asked when he finally sat down next to me

"Tomorrow. Tomorrow we will practice vocals for the Lotte Concert", he answered as he turned off the television screen

"So you've only been playing all day?", I asked taking another sip of my drink

"Ani. I was working on my song this morning. Then I got bored so I played games and karaoke", he answered taking the chicken again

"Wow, what a productive day you had", I said with a chuckle

"Is that a satire?", he asked glaring at me

"Ani, jinjja...", I said still chuckling

"Ah, I can't wait to take a break. It's really fun to do trivial things like this. No wonder Jin hyung always does things like this in the dorm", he said smiling happily

"Jinjja?", I said surprised by his words

"Yeobo, there's sauce on your face", I said going to get a tissue to the kitchen

"Jinjja?", he said while wiping his mouth and cheeks with his sleeve

"Ani!", I shouted in surprise and sighed looking at him

"Wae? Is it still there?", he asked

"Never mind, forget it", I said sitting back on the sofa

Yoongi just shrugged his shoulders and continued eating again.

"Aah, I'm like having a baby...", I whined

"Wae? Do you want to have a baby? We can make a baby if you want ...", he answered with a smirk and raised his eyebrows

"Ani. Wah, jinjja... I mean you're like a baby", I replied a little annoyed

"Ya!! I'm Min Suga, jjang jjang man boong boong! Genius! How can you say I'm like a baby", he said annoyed while pouting

"Aigooo", I muttered shaking my head in surrender to him

*ringring

I turned my face away from him and reached into my bag to get my phone.

"Yeoboseyo?", I answered

"Ne. Ah, ne. What time will Dr. Park arrive? Arasso... ne. I'll come tomorrow. Kamsahamnida". I said then hung up my phone

"Who? Is that Dr. Park from Gangnam Hospital?", Yoongi asked seriously

"Yes. It's from the hospital, they confirmed my schedule to meet Dr. Park Lihwon tomorrow", I replied as I put down the water bottle I had been holding

"Why did you meet him? Did your memory come back again and feel the pain like before?", he asked worriedly

"Ummm, actually one week ago I looked up my father's name on a search site, and then the news about his accident popping out. But there is one news that tells about my father's collaboration with a famous tenor. It said that their song was quite famous at that time .... Then I listened to it and ... and it turned out to be the song that V played on our last day in France. When I listened to that song again, I felt my feelings turn to sadness and memories of my parents came flooding back. My head hurts too, I'm having trouble breathing and it's like I almost fainted ...", I said while twisting the hem of my shirt

"Aigo Sobi...", said Yoongi

"Then I called Dr. Park to ask about it. But he was attending a seminar in America for about 5 days. And the hospital called that tomorrow he would start his examinations again, so I was planning to see him..." , I said looking at Yoongi

"Why didn't you tell me, Sobi?", Yoongi asked, squeezing my hand

"Mianhae, to be honest I had forgotten about it because I was busy with my college ", I replied with a regretful face

"Then have you been in pain again lately?", he asked, inching closer to me

"Ani. I'm fine", I replied smiling at him

"Jinjja? Thank goodness...", Yoongi said pulling me into his arms. "But tomorrow I can't accompany you, Sobi. I will start practicing again…", he continued

"Gwaenchana, I can go alone. Don't worry", I said

We hugged in silence for a while.

"Yeobo ... I think I changed my mind...", I said softly while playing my fingers on his chest

"What do you mean?", he asked looking down at me

"I will try to remember my past... I want to be able to remember you and our friendship", I said

"Are you sure? Didn't Dr. Park say it would definitely cause side effects on you?", he asked while frowning

"Yeah. But I guess I should give it a try, I really want to know what you were like", I said with a small smile

"Aigooo ... I can tell you everything you want to know, Sobi. I have a good memory, don't you know? You don't need to do this. I don't want you to be in pain anymore", he said tightening his hug and kissing my forehead

"Gwaenchana, I can definitely do it...", I replied hugging him back

"Arasso ... after Lotte's concert next week we will have a long holiday. I'll take you around Daegu, visiting the places we've been before. Our school, the playground, the hill behind our school and also other places. I'll help you remember your past, Sobi ...", he said smiling at me

"Gomawo", I replied, kissing one of his cheeks

We hugged again for a while.

"You smell so good, Sobi ...", he whispered while inhaling deep breaths in the curve of my neck

"Jinjja?", I mumbled feeling tickled by his breath on my neck

"Ne...", he muttered as he started kissing my neck and ears

"Yeobo, stop it. I haven't showered yet", I said trying to distance myself from him

"You want to take a bath together? We've never done it in the bathroom, have we?", he said hoarsely as his hands started stroking my body

"Uh? I don't know...", I mumbled starting to get lost in his fondling

Oh, I'm so weak when he starts kissing me like this. Every caress and kiss seemed to evoke a different and surprising sensation. Sometimes he will be very gentle but other days he will turn wild and demanding. He always amazes me so much that it makes me want him again and again.

"Yeobo...", I moan between our kisses

"Damn it! Seeing you like this always makes me hard. I don't think we'll ever get to the bathroom, Sobi. Do you mind if we do it here?", he whispered passionately as he sat me on his lap

"Huh?", I mumbled incoherently

When Yoongi's hands started to unbutton my shirt, I couldn't think of anything else, I gave in to the pleasure he gave me again and again.

This man is really confusing, at one time he will act like a child to make me laugh and even irritate, but at other times he will look like a sweet gentleman who will melt me ​​with his mature attitude and personality. And the most dangerous is when he becomes so wild, full of lust and he can make me shout his name out loud.