Chapter 12: The Big Fight

I was first for patrol today, so I set my bag down at the edge of the woods were all the guys keep their spare change out clothes. I did my rounds around the boarder line and went to the edge of the cliff where we went cliff diving. I liked the beach I was raining today so I was all soaked with water. I was waiting for Jake to come relieve me from patrol.

"Hey there Candy." Jake thought walking up behind me.

"Hey Jake." I nudged him like I was giving him a hug.

"Remember today is my day." He laugh grunted.

"I know it is." I grunted.

"Well I'll see you after." He nudged me.

"Alright be carful." I said walking to Emily's.

I walked back to Emily's and shifted back. I put on my spare clothes and quickly ran inside because I didn't want my clothes to get wet even more. My hair was soaking wet though.

"Hey Em." I smiled walking up to Emily and hugging her.

"Hey welcome home." She smiled hugging me back.

I like when she said that because she was like a other figure to everyone even though I had my mom she just was like my second mom and I loved her like my own.

"I'm making your favorite today for lunch." She smiled.

"Awe you don't have to." I smiled.

"I know but I was thinking about you today and so I wanted to." She smiled.

"Well thank you Em, I really appreciate it." I smiled hugging her again.

I then walked to the living room waiting to see Paul but when I got there he wasn't there it was only Sam.

"Hey short stuff." He smiled and then realized what he called me.

"I already know all your nicknames and it's fine." I tried to smile.

"Oh, What's wrong even though you know you would have said something back." He explained sounding worried.

"Nothing it's fine." I sighed sitting on the couch.

"Paul?" He asked.

"Yeah how'd you know?" I asked looking at him.

"I can see in your head remember." He explained.

"I thought it was only when I wolf in wolf form." I questioned.

"Yeah no we can all see it unless you block us out which you usually do but today your upset so I can see and so can everyone else." He explained.

"Oh." I sighed and then put back up the barrier.

"Now I can't see anything since you blocked us out again." He sighed.

"I just don't like people knowing I'm vulnerable.

"I get it." He sighed.

"But yeah it's Paul." I let out.

"What happened?" He asked.

"He worked out our deal and he was supposed to be here waiting for me he promised but what should I have expected he's Paul." I stated crossing my arms and hiding back tears.

"Oh, now would be a bad time to mention something." He sighed.

"Just say it." I said not really caring.

"He asked me to take his shift today that he had a date with Becca." He looked down at his legs.

"Becca? the one I beat up the one that made me phase in the first place. I was raising my voice.

How dare Paul go on a date with that bitch, I knew this wasn't going to work I knew it. How could I be so stupid.

"Yup that's the one. Sorry short stuff." He said getting up to hug me.

"It's fine I'm fine it's Paul so it isn't surprising and please don't get close I don't want to hurt you." I scooted away from Sam and got up.

"I'm so sorry." He sighed.

"It's fine. I have to go I can't be here." I explained.

"Ok well at least come for dinner at 8." He pleaded.

"I'll be here, just because Paul's being an asshole doesn't mean I'll turn my back on the guys I love them to much for that." I smiled slightly.

He hugged me making sure I was ok with it. I hugged him back and walked to the itchen where Emily was.

"I have to go Em I'll be back for dinner though." I smiled.

"What's wrong?" She could see the tears forming in my eyes.

"Paul pissed me off but I'll be ok." I reassured.

"Alright but please come for dinner." She smiled.

"I will I promise." I smiled and walked out.

I walked out the house and started running. Then I phased, I felt better in my wolf form and I made sure to block out all the guys until I was ok so I wouldn't hurt them. I was crying cause I could feel the tears hitting my fur, I just kept running. I ran all the way to the Canadian boarder and then I just laid there. How could Paul do this to me even though were weren't imprints or anything it still hurt for him to break a promise not to one of his friends but to one of his pack mates. This is why I didn't want to get lose to Paul I knew this shit was going to happen it was just a matter of time until it did and today it did. I was so pissed it was beyond words. I started attacking trees and breaking them to pieces, until I finally calmed down. I had to be back for dinner at Em's and I promised her I wasn't going to be like Paul and disappoint her so I ran back. Before I grabbed my clothes to put back on I decided that I was only going to block all feelings that aren't friend related and be a bitch to everyone except the guys and of course Em. I grabbed my clothes and put them on and walked in the house, I was right in time.

"I'm so glad you made it." Em slimed hugging me.

Everyone was there Paul included. I was trying to control myself and not fight in Em and Sam's house. So I sat next to Sam and Jake.

"Where did you go?" Jake asked.

"Canadian boarder." I said sounding normal.

"Why?" Embry asked.

"I had to think about some stuff you know." I explained.

"What stuff?" Jared questioned.

"Guys stop we all need time sometimes to think and get ahold of our selves. Sam said using alfa voice.

"Sorry." Jared said.

"No it's fine." I made sure he knew it was ok.

"I'm sorry Jake I wasn't here after your shift." I explained.

"It's fine I ended up going home anyway because I needed to shower then I fell asleep there." He explained.

"No really I'm sorry for ditching, you can take a nap on me if you want after dinner." I putting my head on his shoulder.

"Candy honestly it's ok but I will still take the offer. He laughed.

"Alright then." I laughed and sat back up.

We all ate and enjoyed our selves. I didn't even look at Paul the entire time we were eating, I knew if I did I would lose my shit. We all finished and I helped Emily clean up.

"So what happened." Em asked.

"Paul promised me something and then broke his promise but what was even worse was the reason he broke the promise." I explained drying dishes.

"What was the reason?" She asked looking at me to make sure I was ok.

"he went on a date with Becca the girl I beat up." I explained.

"He is an idiot." She said hugging me.

"It's fine." I smiled.

"Well he is still an idiot." She laughed.

We both laughed and headed to the living room where the guys were. I sat between Jake and Seth. Jake laid his head on my lap and Seth laid his head on my shoulder. I rubbed Seth's cheek and then I gave Jake head scratches until they both fell asleep.

"Hey Princess can I talk to you." Paul asked standing in front of me.

"No, I'm busy." I snapped.

"It'll be 5 minutes." He added.

" Paul I said no." I snapped again.

Then he grabbed my arm yanking me from the couch waking Jake and Seth.

"I'm sorry so sorry guys." I explained.

"5 minutes." He said still holding onto my arm walking outside.

"Let go of me Lahote." I yelled once we were outside.

"No because I know you won't stay to listen." He snapped.

"Don't catch attitude." I snapped back.

"I wouldn't have to if you didn't yell at me." He snapped.

"Well I wouldn't have to either if you listened to me in the first place." I yelled trying to get out of his grip.

His grip tightened.

"Listen I'm sorry." he said trying to be calm.

"For what?" I said trying to calm down myself.

"For ditching you today I promised you I would be here and I wasn't." He explained.

"Whatever Paul it doesn't matter." I finally yanked my arm out of his grip.

"It's not fine if your mad at me still." he snapped.

"WELL I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE YOU WANT ME TO SAY DAMMIT YOU DITCHED ME FOR BECCA THE BITCH THAT PISSED ME OFF ENOUGH TO MAKE ME PHASE, OUT OF ALL PEOPLE HER PAUL HER. I WAS UPSET I RAN TO THE DAMN CANADIAN BORDER AND DESTROYED LIKE 10 TREES TRYING TO CALM MYSLEF DOWN BECAUSE OF HOW MAD I WAS HA HOW MAD I STILL AM TO BE EXACT." I was screaming at the top of my lungs at this point.

"I TOLD YOU I'M SORRY CANDICE." He yelled back at me.

"WELL SORRY ISN'T GOOS ENOUGH." I yelled back.

We were both shaking so bad because of how mad we were.

"WELL I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE YOU WANT FROM ME AND I DON'T KNOW WHY IT EVEN HURT YOU IT'S NOT LIKE YOUR MY IMPRIMT." He yelled.

When he said it wasn't like I was his imprint I lost it.

I stepped back and phased. At this point Paul phased to. I wanted to kill him for saying what he said. I lunged at Paul barring my teeth in his neck. He bit my arm neck trying to get me off of him. We were both so mad we blacked out and let our wolves take over. The next thing I knew I was in Emily's house on the couch with bandages on my thigh, both arms, neck and around my whole torso.