Farewell Party

Ang bilis ng panahon. That future you keep anticipating and waiting for comes so suddenly. Magugulat ka na lang na ito na pala ang araw na iyon. Naitanong mo ba kung handa ka na? What if hindi pa? Dad says you can never be a hundred percent ready. I sometimes hate that he seems to be always right.

This is my last days with Joaquin bago siya umalis. Everything is set. I just need to wait for four year, four lonely years without him. Alam ko ang proseso dahil matagal ko na ring hinihintay ito. Pero hindi ko inaasahang si Joaquin pala ang papasok sa pagsusundalo. Now I get to be that person who waits for him to grow. Who am I to be so selfish? So I have no choice but to do this knowing that our roles will be reversed in the future. Siya naman ang maghihintay sa akin.

Kita ko ang gulat sa kaniyang mga mata dahil sa pagdating ko. Joaquin is busy rummaging through his things. Parang may hinahanap na kung ano. I smiled at him. Itinaas ko ang susing bigay niya ng makita ko ang tanong dito. I can actually visit his house anytime I want lalo na at mababakante ito sa apat na taon. His people will be transferred in Palawan while he's away. Sa akin na niya ibinilin ang mga halaman dito. Even the expenses for the future were deposited in my account.

"Hi." sabay kaway ko habang lumalakad palapit sa kaniya. I stretched my hands to hug him. Bagay na nakasanayan na.

"Teka lang." sabay layo niya ng kaunti para iwasan ang yakap ko. I pouted. Knowing that he's concerned with the sweat due to the heat, mas lalo ko pang hindi tinigilan. That's what I want anyway - his natural scent.

I stopped myself from smiling. "Just a sniff please." biro ko habang hinahabol siya. Napailing siya.

Maya-maya pa ay tumigil si Joaquin at hinarap ako. His eyes twinkled mischievously. Kinabahan ako sa inaasta niya. Mabilis niya akong hinablot palapit sa kaniya. Imbis na lumayo ay ibinaon niya ang aking ulo sa kaniyang katawan. I groaned. This is what you get Lilliana. Kunwari ka pang ayaw mo. "How do I smell?" anas niya. "Tell me. Gusto mo pa ba?" ang kaniyang kamay ay pilyong naglalakbay para kilitiin ako.

"Ayaw." I giggled. "Ayaw na." the truth is he still smells nice. The sweat mixed with his scent made him more manly. I pushed his hands to stop.

Pinatakan niya ng halik ang aking ulo. "What brought you here?" tanong niya habang inaayos ang nagulo kong buhok. These curls keep on misbehaving. Kaunting galaw lang ay nawawala na sa pagkakaayos.

"Ipagluluto kita." pagmamayabang ko. "Manang Rosa taught me how to cook afritada." Si Joaquin agad ang naisip ko matapos matutunan ito. My kuyas will have to wait pagdating ni dad.

I spent an hour in the kitchen. Pag labas ko ay nakita ko ang natutulog niyang mukha. His presence allures me. I snapped his pictures not realizing my silly smile. Sunod-sunod na pindot ang ginawa ko. Pinagmasdan ko ang mga litrato na babaunin ko habang wala siya. I sighed softly. Iniisip ko pa lang na magkakahiwalay kami, parang hindi ko na kaya.

Dahan-dahan akong lumapit sa kaniya. He looks so relaxed. Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili kong halikan siya. Just a peck, rason ko sa sarili. I held my breathe as I inch closer.

I let out a sigh as our lips touched. This man, he never fails to make me giddy. Siya lang ang nakakapagparamdam sa akin ng ganito. Huli na ng mapansin kong gising na pala siya. Naniningkit ang kaniyang mga mata. I froze when I saw his dark eyes staring at me. Para akong tinutunaw sa lagkit ng tingin niya.

Nakaramdam ako ng hiya ng mapagtanto ang pwesto naming dalawa. Kahit saang anggulo ko tignan, hindi maipagkakailang ako ang nagkusa. His firm hands stopped me from distancing myself. Ang nakaw na halik ko ay itinuloy niya. Punong-puno ng pananabik hanggang sa hindi na ako makahinga. Pinatakan niya ng sunod-sunod na halik ang aking mukha habang bumubulong. "Is this how you want to wake me up Lilliana?" pagmulat ko ay nagkapalit na kami ng pwesto. I can see his face looming at me. So, so close. "You're so brave now. Taking initiative…"

"I j-just wan-"

"A kiss ?" tukso niya. His warm breath fans my face. Parang nanigas ang buo kong katawan dahil sa kaba. Malamyos niyang pinasadahan ng kamay ang aking mukha. Napapikit ako sa kaniyang ginagawa. Habang ang isa ay nakatukod sa aking tabi, ikinukulong ako sa piling niya.

"J-joaquin." I whimpered when he bit my earlobe. Licking it, playing with it. Para akong kinikiliti kung saan. The pleasure is overwhelming me.

"Lilliana." he whispered, taunting me. His lips traveling down my neck, nipping everything on the way, marking everything as his. I gripped his arms. "Just a taste." he groaned, inhaling my scent.

My heart stopped when his hand traced my breast. I closed my eyes for fear of him seeing the anticipation in me, the woman trying to get free. My blood feels like boiling. He pinched my nipples, massaging me to oblivion. Joaquin, joaquin. I chanted inside.

Nakarinig ako ng ungol, ni hindi na mamukhaan ang boses na nagmula sa sarili. Kinagat ko ang labi para pigilan ang mga tunog na lumalabas dito. A sexy chuckle escaped from his lips. I pinched him.

"Just tell me to stop Lilliana." he breathed heavily, showering my breasts with warmth. "Sabihin mo lang at ititigil ko." Mukhang hindi na nakapagpigil pa si Joaquin ng maramdaman niyang tumango ako.

My hands moved and drove under his shirt. I felt his muscles tightening under my palms. Knowing he's also affected made me happy and excited. He bit my underboob. I hissed as pain and pleasure mixed. This is it. The start of something beautiful. We were caught in a slow rhythm as we bare our feelings. The sweat trickled down where our bodies overlapped, hindered by the last defense of our clothes.

He grind his hips to my center making me gasp. "Joaquin!" the pleasure spread to different directions rendering me speechless. I can hear his heavy pants as the friction increase. His smell dominated my thoughts. My toes curl as I start to reach something I've never imagined. I never wanted this to end. I gripped his arms tightly, encouraging him to continue whatever it is that's making me feel this way.

He reluctantly stopped. Para akong batang biglang pinatayan ng kanta. I groaned in frustration as I tried to start another play. Malapit na pero naudlot pa. Mas lalo pa akong nainis ng makita ang ngiti sa kaniyang mga mata. Wala akong ibang nasa isip kung hindi ang kamay niya sa aking katawan at ang pakiramdam na naidudulot nito.

"We need to stop." sabay lunok niya. Nakakunot ang kaniyang noo sa pagpipigil. "Kung hindi ay hindi ko na kakayanin pa, Lilliana." to hell with that. We both know we needed this.

"I don't wanna." mariing pagtutol ko. Our skin is covered with delicate sweat from our activity. My sanity went out the moment his lips touched my skin. He's like a pro molding me to a woman greedy for more. Hindi ako masayang nahinto ang mga nangyayari. The Severino rules do not exist as of the moment. At the back of my head, I'm still aware that this will earn me a punishment from dad.

Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at ibinaba sa pagkalalaki niya. Ramdam ko ang pagkagising nito. Napanganga ako sa ginawa niya. "Pareho lang tayo. I'm at my limit." he squeezed it while holding my hand. Tila sundalong sumaludo ito sa ginawa niya. I tried to pry my hands away from that thing. I felt my heart thundered inside my chest. Hindi kinakaya ang mga ginagawa niya. "Well, there are other ways." nakakalokong sabi niya. With his help, his clothes got thrown away.

Lumunok ako. "W-wait. I don't know how." mahinang sabi ko ng makahinga at makapag-isip kahit papaano.

"You'll learn. Right now." he said in his own sexy way. At iyon nga ang ginawa namin. He's a good teacher. O baka mabilis lang akong matuto? My hands got sore from his grip. He set sweet torturous rhythm. Minsan mabagal, pero sa huli ay binilisan din niya. "Let's remove these things." his husky voice brought tingles to my heart.

My gaze is hazy, too fascinated to focus. Ang mabibilis niyang kamay ay kumilos para tanggalin ang mga natitira ko pang suot. Dinapuan ako ng hiya sa titig niya. Kung nakatayo lang ako ay baka natumba na.

His hands stopped mine from covering myself. He's dangerously persuasive. "Lilliana" he grunted, licking my neck, trailing kisses down to my breast. He's taking everything he want and I'm too intoxicated to say otherwise.

I whimper when his lips touched it. Lick, nip, suckle. And his naughty fingers touched my folds, circling it and making me hum. The tremors rocked me. My happiness is in the palm of his hands. He brought wonders to my body.

Joaquin's hands and mouth never stopped moving, making me lose my mind. I can feel something tightening around me. I felt an urgent need to hold something to keep me from falling. My screams were drowned by his deep kiss as I let go and succumb to a short sweet climax.

"Tighter." he said in a hoarse voice. I nodded, doing what he want under his guide. Gripping him, stroking him. Up and down. Up and down. Joaquin closed his eyes and breathe heavily. His body stiffened as he bit my neck and sprayed all over my body.

Hingal na ibinagsak niya ang kaniyang katawan sa akin. He stroke my head and rained light kisses to my face. Nang makabawi ay niyakap niya ako palapit at binuhat para makapaglinis na.

His seed, trickling down my body, amazed me. I swallowed, wondering how it taste. Namula ako ng mapagtanto ang nasa isip. Not now. Paalala ko.

Lilliana, you dare!