Jean paused for a moment before finally braving himself to touch Lilia's cheek. Deep down inside, he felt a little guilty for doing this without Lilia's permission. However, if that woman was going to reject him after she found out the truth, Jean wanted to engrave this peaceful moment in his mind.
As Jean stared at Lilia's sleeping face, his memory of that day flashed into his mind. The little girl in a lacy white skirt that he met at that time was lying beside him. It'd been 14 years since that day, so it's no wonder Lilia didn't remember their meeting.
Jean preferred the woman to keep forgetting about their first meeting. He didn't want Lilia to remember the most humiliating moment in his life. But Jean knew that woman would remember what happened, sooner or later.
The scariest part was that Jean didn't know how Lilia would react when she remembered what happened. Would that woman accept it? Or would she leave Jean instead?