CHAPTER 165

AZRAIL'S POV

No. 

No, I am not going to let my weakness not kill a perfect prey. He needs to die. 

Xavier needs to die and I need to collect him. 

It is my job.

It is who I am. 

I begin to walk toward Xavier and close my eyes. I need to focus if I want to get inside his head. 

I begin to put the thoughts into his head. I try to push the guilt away.

"I don't want to live."

"It is my fault."

"I need to feel guilty."

"I should just jum-"

'A monster. A monster is what you are.'

'You eat souls. Your soul should be eaten.'

I closed my eyes. I can't bear their voices in my head anymore. 

'We are right, though, aren't we?'

I can'- I can't do this. 

If I let Xavier go, I lose all the respect I have in hell.

If I don't kill him, they would kick me out. 

They wouldn't take away the beast in me though.