Fake

Everything about me is fake

My smile is fake,

because I without it I look like glass

The way I dress is fake

I want to fit in

My words are all lies

As I say words of beauty

My everything, my entire being,

Is screaming out; trying to make fake into reality.

I want to have a smile with no hidden emotion,

I want to spout no more lies.

But pain cannot hide from itself,

And lies get caught and tangled in each other

My facade crumbles when the last soul leaves the room

Water trickles down my cheeks, as I curl into a ball

But when a knock comes to the door, the actor steps on stage

A cheery smile, is now plastered on my face

And no one shall know the feelings oozing from my heart