The reality

Beau 

I wish I could do more from him. he sees me and the first thing he thinks about is money and how I lack in that aspect. I don't mind spending my last dime on him. In anybody's eyes, this is a lot but Lanis is worth the world and more. 

yeah, I thought of how bigger and better the wedding and honeymoon could have been if I had just asked him for money but that would have ruined the surprise and I didn't want to do that. 

I wanted things to be perfect and I know that Lanis is not materialistic. he would have accepted anything small, as long as it involved me. 

"Wow, come see the bathroom,'' he shouts so loud from all the excitement. I walk over to the bathroom and he turns to me with a smile big enough to light up the whole room. He grabs my hand and leads me into the bathroom.