I blame it on the hug

Gyles. 

I have been tossing and turning in my room.

I don't know what to do but now, I am grateful to Blue. I know that I have treated him like shit all this while and that is something I will have to live with for the rest of my life because it is only going to get worse. I am not going to accept this. I don't want this.

Loving someone else.

I don't even want to love Rex.

You have no choice.

My wolf is angry with me. That is all I feel. The anger boiling as each day passes by. I am the one in control. This is my body and my rules. No one is going to choose what I do with it. Not even the animal inside me.

That is what I call him.