Sorted out

Getting inside her room, her knees lost their strength and she fell to the floor.

She thought she hated him. She thought she had gotten over him, but at the mere thought of him getting hurt, she gave up a job that means so much to her.

She opened up about something she had told herself to feign ignorance to.

She would now embark on another job hunt, which she had dreaded, but all because of him, she gave it all up in a heartbeat.

If anyone had told her she would lose her job in months, she would fight them for such a bad insinuation, but it happened.

She wasn't even feeling bad for it. Her mind kept drifting back to something that has passed.

She pushed him and Gail scared him with his car.

What if something had gone wrong?

She knew he was unscathed, but every fibre in her body wanted to see him and check him all over.

She realized how much she had missed him.

He cheated on her.

Perhaps if he begged her sincerely?