Chapter 10

Jimin's POV

It has been a week since Jungkook is not sleeping with me. I miss him. He is not talking to me either. I tried many times but he won't give in. I thought he needed some space and need to interact with other members and ARMY too. So I too stopped talking to him and started concentrating for our concert which is tomorrow.

Tomorrow it's my single performance. I am nervous when alone. Calm down. Namjoon and Jin hyung both comforted me but still I can't stop being nervous.

It's night time (1pm) we were told to sleep early so that we would be fresh. But I can't sleep even with Jungkook's cushion. I am rolling on the bed for past 1 hour. I stood up from bed and decided to go to Jungkook's room. I know he won't come. He is a stubborn ass

I knocked on his door. There was no reply on his door. I think he is asleep, but I still knocked on his door once again--hard this time. No reply. He is definitely asleep. I turned back but the door opened. I turned towards him with a wide smile.

"What are you doing here Jimin, at this time" he asked

"How rude of you not to let me in" I pouted and pushed him aside and sat on his bed.

"Now tell me, what do you want to talk at this hour of time" he asked again, irritation evident in his eyes

"Of course I came to sleep here, what else would I be doing here" I rolled my eyes

"Here, with me?" he asked

"Why can't I sleep with you, we have slept together before, what happened now. You are not talking to me either. What did I do wrong. Tell me I won't repeat them. I promise. Wait do you love someone else, that's why you are not talking with me. You are afraid I would yell at you but no I won't, y--you can tell m--me....." I broke down in tears

I don't know why I become emotional and all the negative thoughts I was trying to suppress from one week came out.

"hey! hey, its not like that, Jimin. Look at me. shhhh...calm down" he hug me and started rocking us back and forth.

It worked a little and my cries were turned into sobs.

"It's not what you think Jimin, I know we slept together but you came and suddenly told me that you are sleeping with me in my bed was a shock to me. nothing else. you did nothing wrong. It was my fault, I was ignoring you because of my stupidity but I'm sorry. I don't love anyone right now, you know that clearly. If I love someone, you would be the person to know. fine. don't cry please. I hate seeing you cry." He said wiping my tears

"Just think me as Jane and sleep with me. You would always used to, maybe you will be more comfortable" I told him but deep down I knew saying these words hurt a lot.

his grip on my arms and he forced me face him. his eyes were of hurt, anger, and sadness.

"Jimin, you are very much different than Jane. you and her have nothing on common. she maybe good from outside but I can say that you good from in and out. I may have spent little time with you, but you made me show so many thing about myself which I had forget when I was with her. she left me when I was hurt, and broken while you left me when I was happy, when I loved her. you were hurt but still you didn't say anything and kept a wide smile on your face for me. never compare yourself to her. talking about sleeping I am very much comfortable with laying next to, cuddling with you, sharing good night, sleeping with you in my arms and waking up with you. do you get that." his voice and eyes were full of emotions that I had never heard or seen. my eyes watered at his words. I truly love him.

"I'm sorry." I hug him. I love being in his arms, I feel safe.

"you don't have to say sorry. i'm sorry too." He ruffled my hair

"thank you. I Love You"

"maybe one day I would reply you" I smiled thinking about that day

"lets sleep okay. me and you in my bed together and you know there is one more reason as to why I like sleeping beside you" he said and pulled me back on the bed with him on my side. he pulled the comforter up and pulled me close

"what is that?" i asked

"you are fluffy and chubby than Jane" he laughed

"shut up" i could feel my cheeks heat up.

"Good night Jiminie" he said

"Good night Kookie" I giggled

Just like that I didn't know all my worries were vanished. I felt happy with him. I want to stay with him always. I Love You Jungkook. I wish that day is not too late when you say the words I have always dreamed of..........................................