Life has never been favourable to me. It brought upon me despair after despair, rejection after rejection, defeat after defeat and many more which I don't like to note of it. But you know one good thing I saw in me was a smile that throws all of this problem away. so whatever bad happens in my life, I begin to laugh it all away.
Thus, it brought about a change in me. No matter how and what big hurdles comes my way, I deal away with it like it's nothing. I always hope and told myself, not it give it into the struggle that comes my way yet to surpass it. My inner self began to talk to me and that's how I over come my own weakness.
Another problem or should I rather say social interaction, I had some tough time dealing with it.Yet I would manage it somehow someway.My life was a complete mess but I took it as test of life. And so I prepared myself to face it myself alone. Sometimes I thought of asking for help but you know I couldn't as I have hard time interacting with people.
It was somehow better in a way because No one have to take trouble helping a helpless guy, I must say. Regardless, I met and made some good folks whom I can speak to of sometimes.
ohhh!! my, lucky are you guy's who's reading this, because a lucky word pop out in my mind, while writing this:
Behold! he who stay in the comfort zone not knowing nothing of what's beyond is a dead lamb when predators approach
yet he who live a life of misery knowing what's around him
lives a life beyond what he deserves for his hardship.Thus,writing has always been my best friend as it motivates me to do more.
ʜᴇɴᴄᴇғᴏʀᴛʜ;
ɪ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴏɪɴᴛᴍᴇɴᴛ, ʀᴇᴊᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ , ᴅᴇsᴘᴀɪʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟɪғᴇ ʜᴀs ɢɪᴠᴇɴ ᴍᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴀʟʟ ᴀʟᴏɴɢ ᴍʏ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ sᴛʀᴇɴɢᴛʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴍᴇ sᴛʀᴏɴɢᴇʀ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴘᴀssɪɴɢ ᴅᴀʏ.
ᴅᴇsᴘɪᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴀᴄᴛ, ɪ ɴᴏ ʟᴏɴɢᴇʀ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ sʏᴍᴘᴀᴛʜʏ
ғᴏʀ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴡᴀs ɪɴ ᴅᴇsᴘᴀɪʀ,ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀsᴋᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ's ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʜᴀᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴍɪʟᴇ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ᴍʏ ᴅᴇsᴘᴀɪʀ.
ɪ ɴᴏ ʟᴏɴɢᴇʀ ᴄᴀɴ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴡᴀʀᴍ sᴍɪʟᴇ ʏᴇᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴀ ғᴀᴋᴇ sᴍɪʟᴇ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏʀ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ. ᴛʜᴀᴛ sɪᴍɪʟᴇ ɪᴛsᴇʟғ ᴡᴀs ᴍʏ ᴏᴠᴇʀᴡʜᴇʟᴍɪɴɢ ʜᴀᴘᴘɪɴᴇss ᴏʀ ʀᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ᴍʏ sᴛʀᴇɴɢᴛʜ ᴅɪsᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴏʟᴋ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴍᴇ. ɪ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ʜᴀʀᴅʟʏ ᴀ ғᴇᴡ ʙᴜɴᴄʜ ᴏғ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ғᴏʟᴋs ᴡʜᴏᴍ ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀɴɪᴏɴs ғᴏʀ ᴛʜɪs ᴊᴏᴜʀɴᴇʏ ᴛᴏ ʟɪғᴇ.
ɪᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴍᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟɪsᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴏɴᴇ's ɢᴏᴀʟ ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ : ᴠɪᴄᴛᴏʀʏ ᴍᴜsᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇ ᴏɴᴇ's ɢᴏᴀʟ ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴜʀᴘᴀss ᴏɴᴇs ᴅᴇғᴇᴀᴛ ɪs ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴏɴᴇ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴀɪᴍ ғᴏʀ.
ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ғᴏʀᴡᴀʀᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʀᴏᴜʙʟᴇs ᴜᴘᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴡᴀʏ, ʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴛᴏ ғᴀᴄᴇ ɪᴛ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴏɴ.