N.O

" I LIKE YOU "

those are the words I really meant to say but maybe fate has another plan for our tale, for my mouth said another lies to save me from entering the cavern of mess.

It is said that it takes about a 45 minutes to fall in love with someone. But it's take a lot of time to have the strength to confess your feelings and take the risks that await.

In the heavy rainfall of sadness that keep on drowning me is where I had met you. While I'm walking in the endless aisle of loneliness our eyes met. My heart skip a beat when you walk towards me. My feet and hands tremble when you slowly getting close to where I'm standing. I felt the sparks when your hands accidentally touch mine. And when you passed by I look back at you. I could see how slowly you fade on my eyes but still I'm here steadily standing waiting for you to turn your head and look at me but you didn't. I never been the person who focus on "EXPECTATIONS" but rather in "REALITY" but right now I'm anticipating for you to look back expecting that you also felt the way I had but you didn't and it's funny how my heart ache with this simple actions from a stranger. I just met you but you made the wall I build in my heart to shake not knowingly that you don't just wobble the walls of my heart but you smash it and made a way to my heart. This feelings that I had felt right now is the thing people use to say it was indeed the Love at first sight which I don't believe in.

" Isleen !!! " I snap from the thoughts of the past as I heard my friend calling me.

We decided to have a chitchat in this dark night and build a bonfire. It's already 12:00 am but our eyes are still fully awake so we decided to get out of our tent and simply enjoy this night.

" I'm sorry, what is it again ??? " I said as I look at the frowning face of my friend.

" I been talking to you Isleen for an hour !!! But you WHAT ??? " I could see the tint of red forming on my friend's cheeks from anger.

Shaye had been my friend since elementary. We been through a lot and we encounter problems individually and yet our friendship grow more stronger with all the obstacles we encounter together. We have a friendship motto where we believe that your individual problem is also your friend's problem. So, with each other we will faced the problem and succeed it together.

" I'm sorry " I sweetly said.

" Ha !!! You cannot use those innocent looks on me Isleen. You just ignore me. This story is important. Okayyy !!! " she said as she get the stick I've been holding.

" And look at your marshmallows. " she pointed at the stick and show me the burn marshmallows.

" Oh crap !!! " I said as I immediately get the stick from my friend's hand.

" My poor babies. " I look at the marshmallows with pity.

" What poor babies you're talking about ?? You're eating marshmallows everyday and you dare called them babies. You're a marshmallow monster Isleen as I remember you've been eating them always in every minutes if possible. You murderer !!! " my friend said as she look at me with disgust and throw the new pack of marshmallows into my face.

" Because I love them !!! " I said as I open the new pack of marshmallows.

" I don't think I like you to be my children's god mother. " she jokingly said.

" Why not ??? You also eat your baby. You're children will be in your stomach. " I said as I munch the marshmallows.

" You !!!! Arghhhh !!! Stop saying that !!! those are not funny things to say Isleen. You creeping me out !!! Goodness grace !!! "

" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA " I laugh loudly as I see the face of my friend that turns to pale.

" You know I just said a fact Shaye. Babies do come from the womb. When the times comes you will going to experience those pregnancy things and have a baby of your own. " I seriously said to my friend. I can't wait to witness my friend to became a mother. I'm sure she will going to be the best mom.

" I know. Just stop with your creepiness. "

" By the way, awhile ago what is the story you've telling me ?? "

" Oh !!! Well I wanted to tell you that this bestfriend of yours is no longer a member of the SP. I'm now in relationship !!!! I just said yes to Zion !!! We're in a relationship right now. " Shaye happily said.

" Wow !!! I'm happy for you Shaye !!! Zion is really lucky man to have you. "I said and hug her. Zion is Shaye's classmate. Zion had courting Shaye for almost a year. And I believe that they are meant for each other. I can see the spark in their eyes when they are together.

I look at the sky and to the bright star up above and wish that I could also be happy.

I can feel the tears that slowly forming in my eyes. For I suddenly felt the envy that starting to arise as I unexpectedly recall our past.

I was avoiding you for a week now. It is winter right now but I could feel the sweat forming in my forehead for this tension that surround us.

Those eyes that staring at me make me more nervous. The deepening silence between us make me more anxious of what will going to happen.

I gasp at the words you had said. I felt like I freeze for a moment.

" Did I heard it right ??? " I said to myself.

As if you have read my mind,you repeat it again. In which truly surprised me.

" You like me do you ?? "

As those words fall from your lips the long awaited beautiful snow fall. The snow slowly fall as we both stare with each other. And right then is the beginning of how the fate written our story. The simple questions that became our answers. The fate do have another plan for us a reverse of everyone's story and ours is unique.

While others establish their story with a YES ours started with a "NO".