Chapter Tre

Jimin POV

I get home after practice and try to go straight to my room since I don't want to bother my mom. As I was walking I decided to grab a drink from the fridge and I hear sobbing as I walk towards the kitching. as I enter the kitchen I notice my mom bent over on the counter sobbing while holding a photo in her hand. I quietly learn towards her to see the photo as I see my mom, my dad, me , my brother, my grandma and my aunt in the photo. I decide not to grab the drink and just go to my mom instead as I try to hold my tear in.

As I finally closed my door im guessing my mom heard and cam into my room.

"hey ah jimin Ima take the car for work tomorrow, so your gonna go with your for now on."

"are you doing better"

" well no, but I need to make sure that I work so that we can get money for the things we need since you know how your father can be sometimes"

"yea I guess you're right"

"good, and if your hungry there's leftover pizza"

"i'm good I already ate before I got here"

" oh really well I guess get ready for sleep then"

" K good night mom"

my mom closes the door as I lay in bed and take a deep breath. I didn't eat before I got here but, I don't feel hungry and If I say that my mom would probably just force me to eat. I want to lose weight and get stronger as well and be a better dancer. As I was about to shut my eyes clothes I start to hear screaming. As I get up and start to open my door, it sounds like is coming from the living room. It sounds like my mom and my dad are at it again as usual as to what happens almost everyday. As I slowly open my door I see my brother Jihyun in the hallways near the entrance of the living trying to hear what is happening. I then start slowly walking closer to the entrance to the living room so that I can her what is happening.

"why is it that everytime that I come home this house is always a fucking mess, you don't fucking do shit"

"excuse what are you doing, all you fucking do in this Goddamn house is lay and sleep whenever you get home"

" I work what do you expect"

" I also work and i'm still having to fucking to deal with other shit"

"That's great then you shouldn't have to ask for money then huh"

" oh yeah cause I earn so much from my JOB THAT MONEY I MAKE I SPEND ON THE KIDS FOR THE THINGS THAT THEY NEED AND EVEN THAT IS NOT ENOUGH FOR EVERYTHING"

"SHIT WHAT DO I LOOK LIKE I AM MADE OF MONEY"

"FUNNY YOU SAY THAT WHEN YOU DON'T MIND SPENDING MONEY WHENEVER YOU WANT TO GET SOMETHING YOU LIKE"

I sigh as I hear my parents arguing over the same things that they always seem to argue about. I look at my younger brother to see how he is doing, he's looking down at the floor while leaning on the wall. I quietly walk towards him so that my parents won't hear me and embrace him in a hug.

"Don't worry about it and remember that nothing that happens between then is not your fault, ok"

I whisper to him. I step back and look at him as he then shakes his head up and down to show that he understands. I then softly push him in the directions of his room to show that he should go to his room now. We then both walk towards our room after. As I close my door I can still hear both of my parents arguing. I then Just plugged my earbuds in and imagine myself dancing to it as I try to wait for my parents to stop fighting.

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1 hour later

After waiting a good hour I then start getting ready. I take a shower and brush my teeth. After the shower I go to my room to change. As I finished changing I stare at my arm and look at the scars that I have. I then look towards my shelfs as I see something on one of them. I feel tempted to badly. is like an addiction almost when you start. No one has found out or caught me since I always hear long sleeves or lie about how I may have got them. It has been a while but I'm still so tempted to.As I finally stop my train of thought I grab my phone to check my messages

Taetae: Guys we should go out to eat during lunch

bunny: who's gonna take us

Taetae: Jimine can he drives right jimine

Me: sorry moms taking the car tomorrow

Taetae: darm well don't worry I know someone who can also take us

Me: who

bunny: who

Taetae: jin

Bunny: oh ok that's fine

Me: he wasn't there today since I had to drive us for lunch

Taetae: yea he told me he was sick that's why he was absent today even doe he is supposed to be there

Me: oh ok well ima go to sleep now

Taetae: K Good nite Jiminie ❤❤❤

Bunny: I feel ignored but goodnight

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I then turn my phone off and start trying to go to sleep.