Push me away and I will never touch you again

Sensing her subtle obedience, he kisses the pale and delicate collarbone, sucking the skin. She opens her mouth to take a sharp breath when his canines brush against her skin, scratching it slightly. He licks the blood, inhaling her exhilarating scent. She trembles when he tears away the fabric effortlessly. He removes his shirt and leans down again to kiss her shoulder, leaving a trail of pink love bites to her bosom. He takes her nipple in his mouth, circling his tongue around it before nibbling it with his teeth. He peers at her. She has her eyes closed, breathing raspily. He cups her ignored breast and kneads it without mercy, making her moan wantonly. She grasps his hair, pulling him closer.

He eyes her sadly. Even if she wants him, he knows the truth. They are burning in the flames of passion. Between the passion that he only feels for her and the warmth that only she can give him, he's alone without her. She's with him and her heart doesn't belong to him. Fu Sheng can't deny that he's upset. His heart feels hollow. He never expected that he would ever meet a true mate. He's over 4000 years old. He doesn't know when he forgot to feel emotions. If he hadn't met Fu Mian, he wouldn't have started having emotions again. 

Can vampires be heartbroken? He's disappointed because he's not the way she is. It's something that he cannot change. He was born as a vampire. He can't ever know for sure why humans have this idealistic view of love and relationship. Humans are fragile creatures with short lives. Their definition of love and companionship is different from them, the near-immortal beings. 

His daughter is human and his mate was once a human. His human daughter understands him much more than his true mate who is supposed to know the very fiber of his being.

She pulls him into her embrace and sighs. The heaviness in his heart grows stronger. Fu Sheng rests his hands on the curve of her waists and murmurs in her ear, "Push me away and I will never touch you again." 

He digs his face into her hair. He's a king after all. She's a newly converted vampire and his true mate -- his responsibility. 

It's painful for him as if an iron claw is tearing his heart apart. 

Her eyes become slightly clear, sending his profound sorrow. What's happening? He's been asking her to surrender and suddenly, he is changing his mind. She becomes still.

"You are mine whether you accept it or not. You surrender to your desires for me, but you want to fight me with your heart." His velvety lazy voice enters her ear. "You are a pitiable woman-- just a converted vampire. You are bound to lose to me. This is the last chance that I will offer you since I am your king whether you are my mate or not. I dare you to push me away with all of your heart. I want to see how strong your will is, Huang Qiuyan."

Is this the devil's trickery?