Begin Again (2)

Xi Xinyi nodded as she lowered her gaze sadly and silently sighed. "Mm-hmm."

She picked up her steps and continued walking ahead, her sad voice coming through. "I've been thinking a lot recently. I thought about the past and the present. Actually, when Han Yifeng asked for a divorce from me, I should've understood that I've pushed myself to the edge. However, then, I still refused to see that I was wrong. I didn't know how to see the truth. Only when I really lost him and the child did I know..."

When she said this, Xi Xinyi suddenly stopped walking. She lowered her head and stared at her hands that were open before her. Her voice that trembled slightly contained a hint of sorrow as she choked on her sobs. "Did I know that... I ruined all of this on my own. I pushed myself to the edge... Father, I feel so helpless right now. I miss Yifeng so much. I miss my son so much... I wish I could return to the past... When Yifeng left, he did give me a chance, but I...I..."